ME.

2007-02-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

haha. results day tmr. not nervous. not panicking. yet. i dunno lah.
hmm.
intending to start panicking 5seconds to getting my results slip. lol. hopefully i can okay. and no start worrying like tonight. and not sleep the whole night. haha.

okay.

i really dunno what im blogging abt. brain's almost dead. so freaking tired. barely slept ytd night. dont ask why.
blah.blahblah.....
revelation day. this and tht. not rlly emo. hmm. i think not much ppl cried? thank god. really. thought jj's gnna make us emo and all so tht we'll stay. haha.

hmm.

did things change already?
why?
damn.

tuamor.
Mi amor
I’m not sure of the right words to say
Maybe these simple words will do best to best explain
What I feel in my heart
What I feel more each day
How to make you see
How to let you know
How to say how to say how I love you so
With words you understand
Words that get right through to your heart
Here’s the place to start

Chorus:
Tu Amor, I will always be
Tu Amor, means the world to me
Esteras siempre en mi corazon
You’re the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor
Mi amor love you more with each look in your eyes
Maybe these simple words will do best to best describe
What I feel in my heart
What I’ll feel for all time
How to make you see
How to let you know
How to say how to say how
I need you

With words you understand
Words that get through to your soul
Words that will let you know

Chorus:
Tu Amor, I will always be
Tu Amor, means the world to me
Esteras siempre en mi corazon
You’re the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor

Bridge:
You’re the one thatI need in my arms
Believe me these words
I say are words that come straight from my heart
How do I make you believe
Nothing else means as much as what you mean to me

Chorus:
Tu Amor, I will always be
Tu Amor, means the world to me
Esteras siempre en mi corazon
You’re the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor

sweetest song. haha. will like die if zw sing it to me. (he did already. haha) yeah. so damn sweet right. lol.

lucks for tmr.

2007-01-31T11:26:00.000+08:00

haha. sick again. and it's only like. the first month of the year. been sick twice already. seems like 2007 isnt turning out to be a gd year.. been to the doc thrice. went once this morning. bloody gastric.. my aunt keeps insiting i dont eat. and i hate eating.

wth.

i love to eat okay. whn ur sick, naturally you wont have as big an appetite as whn ur not. and right. i dont eat tht much during dinner cos i either ate at school already before i went home or i dont feel like it.. cos its like. u eat alone. it's super super xian okay. eating dinner alone sucks. eating any meal alone sucks. thats why. you just dont get it lah.

being sick is ultimately horrible. i get cold all the time and have to wear a jacket close to 24-7. crazy. hmm. what to do.

zhiwei's sick too. in hospital now. visited yesterday after sch. made sure i forced myself to go sch. ahha. the usual ppl came too. with the exception of jarrel and weijie. yeah. kinda cool lah. got a chance to talk and stuff. miss hanging out with them.. realised i didnt see them all for so long already. haha. anyway. thanks guys for coming with me to see him :)

get well soon,okay.

***

u damn well make sure u know who u are. and whats your place.

2007-01-21T20:59:00.000+08:00

taken whn my cousin came to s'pore. right after orientation ends. haha. was tired like shit but yeah. who cares right? i got to spend time with them after all..

****

this week's been a whirlwind.
lots of downs, less ups. but the ups kind of made up for the downs.
been having a screwed up life lately. and yes, i'm the one who's screwing it up. not others. did i deserve it? i dunno. but everything's over. so lets move on. and try and change myself.. to be the person i should be.
:(

sorry i made u upset. and vice versa.
communication breakdown?

i think its the sec-school-to-jc transition phase. you meet new friends.. have new activities. joined new ccas. blah blah blah. and we ended up in different classes. just hope tht its a blessing in disguise. really. cos we always end lessons at different times! :( and few breaks in the same time slots..
this and that.
should i just be grateful tht we even end up in the same school and stop grumbling?

i trust you more than him.
:)
really.

***

had og outing yesterday!
total people who came: 17 (inclusive of me)
total time we take to decide where to go: +/- 60mins.

pretty cool. haha. ended up going to je's pizza hut.
talked alot. about staying by yourself, having room mates and all. and about being apart from your parents.
our dear ogl, xinyi, is superly proud of us okay. cos we didnt talk abt who like who, shuai ge-s and pretty girls. HAHA.

hmm. took neoprints. 2 failed attempts okay. the machine broke down.
we were yelling and laughing like crazy lah. and its squeezy. imagine 17 people in a neoprint machine! yeah. xiao. haha.
thn i had to go. arghs.

and i get yakked whn i reach home.
argh.

thanks god she's in a fairly gd mood today.
that's all.
bye.

2007-01-14T16:00:00.000+08:00

friday.

skipped maths and pc. went see doc. ended up the stupid maths lecturer gave a quiz to check attendance. whatever lah. got 5 different types of medicines. blah. and antibiotics. i didnt think i was that sick. but my throat was already having infection -.- the joy of being sick.

the weather was crap okay. it kept raining and raining and raining. so yeah. freezed under the rain. blah. wasnt such an enjoyable day then. i felt like shit. rlly. dont wanna say what freaking happened. anyway its already over right. embrace the future. yeah, right.

things got better bah. changed. and then.. went back nh for their orientation. it was STILL raining okay. so me and zw decided to cab frm jp. the queue is freaking long and not to mention, thr are jams everywhr. crap. took us like half an hour. yeah. it was pretty cool whn we reached lah. was feeling damn high. haha.. thn saw a lot of familiar faces. haha.. hmm. lots of people went back.

this and that. had cheers and because of the crappy weather, campfire was at the hall. stupid. no ambience. so suay.. hmm. thn yeah. songsinging. no father abraham. arghs. but okay la.. hmm. their mass dance is rather lame? i think. um. haha. the programme's quite alike to jj's. yeah. cos the nh exstudents frm jj went back to help. emcees. so yeah. ummm. was hanging out with itmc juniors. thn they got quite emo.. was so sad. hmm. cos they're graduating and everything this year already. and jasmine will be leaving for england.. liwen leaving for taiwan.. even the guys cried.

hmm. dunno.

went home and got dao-ed by everyone. YAY.

saturday.

went out after waking up quite late. haha. went for lunch and thn to town to collect zw's ipod. with him lah, duh. thn yeah. went out for dinner too. nice nice.

thn it didnt get so nice at home. haiz.

blah. *smacks myself on the head*

sunday.

im at home. wah. was just sleeping and resting.
nothing to do.
thrs maths homework right? O.O

2007-01-11T17:30:00.000+08:00

hey guys.

been so lazy to blog. ahha. yeah. so its kinda dead right now. whatever.. hmm. was busy too okay? lots of stuffs!

here goes:

orientation camp'07
OG4rocks! haha. seriously. i mean. at first right, its kinda weird cos u dont rlly know everyone tht well. so its abit xian. on the first day and especially on admin day. but it got better! whn u start talking to people. turns out they're rlly fun and everything. we arent quiet ok! super enthu XD

and. our og's made up of alllllll foreigners! every single one. thr are ppl frm vietnam, indo, china and korea! cool right. haha. first time i get to know so many ppl frm different countries. and some are scholars! super smart lah.

cheering was great. except whn u keep doing the same cheer over and over again. boring. haha.
food food, yummy yummy. yes i want yes i want. lets eat!
lol. u wont get it unless you're in og4 :)

mass dance! :) exciting. probably the first time i rlly danced. yeah. too bad i didnt get to dance with zw. right right? yup. different og, different grp. so yeah.. sad. hmm. we did jamelia's superstar, b.e.p's pump it, ricky martin's she bangs, some indian song, and alot others! rlly cool lah. yeah jjnight was high. everyone was jumping arnd like crazy. i guess. dunno. was dehydrated and yeah. not rlly feeling well but whatever!

rlly emotional whn break camp. hmm. yeah. experience's kinda unforgettable i think. yup.

og4 rocks!

****

and i didnt go home to sleep after tht okay! went town and stayed over at hotel with my indo relatives. went shopping the whole night and the next day, so. didnt rlly get a lot of rest. ahha. and so.

i lost my voice! hmm. not during camp. like these 2 days.. i sound damn manly! HAH. and raspy voice. sorethroat and everything.
and i kept getting hiccups. super irritating. everytime i hiccuped ppl stares. =x

lectures are DAMN boring.
noone wants to skip with me?

xian. OH YEAH!

LOVE FIESTA @ JJ!
3rd feb
9.30am- 5pm

anyone wanna get tix can contact me straight away. tix are $10 each. u can get food, games and go for uncle ringo's rides! it will be super fun okay! so go!
:D

okay im lazy to blog already. bye!

2007-01-01T22:13:00.000+08:00

hey, people.

it's '07 already. a year just passed like THAT. nevertheless, it's been special in its own ways. all the sweet memories. and the sad ones too (although the sweet and happy ones trashed the sad ones). hmm.

wanted to thank lots of people for the year. but im too lazy. cos there's like too many people to thank. haha. shall do it some other time.

***

holiday in indo was great. it's always like that lah. haha.

i was back on 29th. but only got to inform some people on 30th. hahahahah.
oh yeah.
thanks jiajun :D

im bored.
bye.

2006-12-11T17:11:00.000+08:00

hey people.

im back here.

hmm. been enjoying life and screwing up my bio clock. haha.. cousin's having exams now but its going to be over soon! in 2 days! yay! :D haha.

been out mostly. seldom at home.

thrs this event tonight which i have to go too. seems cool.

**

im not dead yet!

tc ppl. have fun :)

2006-12-04T23:09:00.000+08:00

am flying off tmr. back to indo :) happy. for that split second. but thn yeah. will miss everyone whn im back thr. 3 weeks or so of little communication, maybe none. esp with you. will miss you so so so much.

my stuffs are packed more or less. haha. its overweight i think. cos of my mum's flowers. ohwell. need to wake up early tmr again. xian. i hope i dont sit beside someone weird on the plane.. otherwise i will like. die for the 1hour journey. haha.

hmm. shall leave some shoutouts. haha.

1- zhiwei limmm:D
must take care okay? and go home sleep. after the whole night of ton-ing with your bro and friends. yup. promise i will sms you whn i reach. yeah. so no worries ok? hmm. and dont keep staying at home. go out with all your brothers and everything.

rmbr what i said abt ur dad? go try until he gives in. yup.. cannot be sad ok? 3 weeks will just zoom past. and TADAH! im here again. thn we can go zoo and beach and everything! and sentosa. haha. okay okay? must go out and enjoy whn im not here. lol. and MUST have proper meals. no maggi mee everyday for u even though ur mum didnt cook. go down and buy k? yeah. and sleep enough! no more nfs most wanted. u completed the blacklist. yeah. so sleep mre yeah?

till tmr. <333

2- fanny darling
what can i say? ahah. takecare darling. otherwise jack's gnna be heartbroken over his sweetheart. yeah. and and and. i'll bring back pixie dusts or whatever dusts u want. lol.. if i can. and yeah, gd luck for ur swim camp. hope u aint at the same team as him. i know u will die.. tc darling. and. hope u enjoy ur trip to china. dont die thr please. i need my affair haha. take pictures. i wanna see the beach. and eat the stuffs thr. no matter how salty/oily it is! LOL. hah. just dont die thr lol.

3- haiyuan the self-proclaimed cute guy.
quit moping abt okay? dont do this to yourself. u arent being you anymore. thought u were strong? u are like. one of the most together person i know yeah. and u always keep calm. what happens to tht eh? why are u guys blowing this whole thing out of propotion? its like so trivial and minor compared to other problems lah. quit it. ask her to trust you. and please. i know u didnt two-time her okay. if u do, i will kill you. you know tht. im a girl too k? so yeah. tell her tht. its like so stupid. things became so damn complicated.

cheer up okay? yeah. stay strong. u can do it.

4- ryann
hmm. hope you enjoyed your prom at hilton. gd lah. haha. and i really dunno any salon to recommend to you. you shld ask zhiwei. really :)
takecare dude. rmbr. photos frm prom. i wanna see. um. actually i dont think u need the reminder lah. u always camwhore. ahah. =x

5- carol audrey ziyi zuhui
hey girls. :D will go out with u all after i come back (hopefully) been like such a freaking long time since we went out and go mad. haha. papayax. rmbr? lol. so funny. hmm. takecaree!
carol- cockroaches are super disgusting okay. haha. go talk to him :) ask him how it goes. lol.

6- hannbin the pig.
oi pig. haha. i duno if i can bring u the chocobo racing. but i'll bring back food. nano nano! er yeah. and u HAVE to persuade my bro to go for gym whn he comes back. i dun care! and help me tc of the thing u were gnna give me. haha. i want it alive okay. not dead.
pig pig pig pig pig.

7- the usual people
hey to the greatest bunch of ppl.
dont forget deathnote2 :D the 2 zhiweis are planning. so yeah. see you guys thn.
keep rocking.

8- wei, qings
HELLO! whatever itis, enoy yourseleves. during the chalet and everything. will see you guys soon after the hols. haha. hmm.
qings- stop watching the pasta show. lol.

9- samuel
quit saying ur lonely lah. damn stupid. find yourself a girlfriend. haha!

10- the rest of you guys:)
takecare yeah.
go crazy and have fun!
party all night long!

*********
thats all i guess. im feeling lazy. again.
oh yeah. go read the sunday times. they have an article on prom. like how much we spend on prom and stuffs. yeah. some spent almost 1000 bucks lah. omg. astounding. shocking. haha.

******
go listen to chris brown's say gdbye. its damn gd XD im hooked on it. hahaa. hes damn talented. lol. and im watching desperate housewives (recently). yes jarrel, your gabrielle solis. haha. shes enganged now. LOL. go for vanessa ann hudgens la.

******
if ur free or sth, read kite runner. its mok's intro okay. so its good. LOL. cos its mok. okay okay. its really intriguing. and dark. very real. haha. it won tons of awards. its THAT good. hmm. the author is so gd tht u wld think its non fiction. its fiction though. hmm. its gnna be made into a movie. shall catch it.
OH!! reminds me. charlotte's web. wilbur the radiant pig. hahaa.

i still have yet to read mitch albom's one more day. ahh. maybe whn i get back. or i get it in indo. i duno. hmmm.

*****
this entry is super long. ive been talking crap. lol.

random photos!

my pencil case. and a keychain (frm sa) and yeah, the book underneath is ss txtbk. shows how much i was concentrating.

haha. mumble. happy feet.

***

im stopping. finally. BYE!

2006-12-01T13:30:00.000+08:00

new blog's up. got the template frm blogskins. thanks designer :) i'm too lazy to do my own. haha.. umm.

long long time since i last blogged.

o's came and went.
sec4s on cloud nine cos its FINALLY over.
rejoicing, having fun.
then its prom night. or graduation nite (this is how they spell it okay?)

what to say? graduation nite. we paid 55bucks for ours to be held at a club. wow. i think all the other schools had theirs at a hotel lah. except fairfield, they dont have prom. so yeah. why can't we have ours at a hotel anyway? and we all paid so much.

hmm. fanny darling got a hotel room frm her dad. nice. was the first to reach. got starbucks cos i was so sleepy. then this and that. got to the room. watched tv. slacked a little before the rest starts coming. the rest are: wei, qings, cass, jiaqan and ash. thats 7 people altogether. the changing and makeup was blah. rushing abt. cos apparently, most of us are like nubs at putting on makeup. then those pro-er ones have to help us (cass, jiaqian, ash and wei). we ended up rather late lah.. and the cab fanny,wei,qings and me took took us by the long way. wth. rip off. total scam.

everyone looked so so nice! =D ahh.

the food's passable. our table barely ate. lol. hmm.. cos everyone's busy taking pics and doing sth else. haha.

the cls video! dont you think ours rocks? it's the nicest okay. (im NOT biased!) it's not boring and typical and cliche-ish. and we didnt use the song graduation. yeah. and ours have fast tracks and funny stuffs like the bbm and tungky. and the g-l-a-m-o-r-o-u-s. it took us (me, jarrel, fanny and sam) damn long to make lah!
i cant believe our cls was so united during the screening. haha. everyone stood up and gathered arnd to watch together. and cheered. and whooped. and laughed. it's one of the few times i think. whoa.

hmm. leonard's mrnh/prom king. and xiaowei is msBLINGBLING! haha.

photos!

look at me and fanny's facial expressions. LOL.

PARTY TEAM!

the usual people!

okay im lazy. going out soon. thats all for now. more pics next time. ahah!

2006-12-01T13:29:00.000+08:00

test.

TEST!

2006-10-08T20:40:00.000+08:00

jarrel's bored so he wants me to update.. er. yeah. hes elated that eva's no longer with tony parker! thinks he stands a chance. u need all the luck man. haha. btw. u noe ganlao noes! as in. he noes whos eva with. kind of shocking.. cos he saw the cls blog. and jarrel's eva's photo. and he knows! cool.

fanny and i window-shopped! sort of. bought a few stuffs. and i made her tried lots of tops! =D hahahaha. yay! kill me darling! hmm. didnt find limster's flops. or ours. went lots of places! walked and walked. and u noe. normal stuffs.

this and that. thn we went to school for midautumn. quite a no. of ppl turned up. yup. even our chairman(!!) and fanny's desiao-ed by sherwin and gang. hippo xD ahhahahaha. i think i'll buy the hippo shirt for her =D or pacifier. haha!

mid-autumn fest.
it was alright though not as fun as before.. maybe cos we arent directly involved or sth. and thrs no games! our guppy stall! =D haha. and no food either. cos its merged with PIE at nh. so kinda boring.. not much stuffs for us to do. except block catching and shopping if u think it counts.

unexciting. at all. but i got lightsticks! =D love them! and a candle =D hmm. walked to mac after the school decided to stop the event cos psi's too high (150). bought dinner and then i cabbed home.. yep.

today.
pretty much slacked. ah. no mood.. xian.. gnna pia tmr. i hope.

**

im bored. dunno what else to blog. do it yourself jarrel.

2006-09-23T20:16:00.000+08:00

been 2 months since i blogged. it shows how much im using the com nowadays. other committments u see :)

prelims is boring. everyones sick of studying. all the notes,fys, mock exam papers and study guides.. yeah. shit lah. im gnna be stoned whn its nearing o's. cos its onyl prelims and im already super. um. irritated by all the studying. haha.

nvm.

sometimes, words are so damn misleading. it may mean one thing to you but it may mean another thing to some other person. thn someone ends up getting hurt because of nothing.. i think everyone got into this kind of situations at least once before. right?

so misunderstood.

u cant please everyone u know?

**

caught john tucker must die!
haha fanny~ um. yeah. with the 2 zhiweis :) jarrel aik soon itchy. yup. pretty cool. jesse. haha.. typical chick flick though. at times u will sort of have the urge to catch a chick flick although there's really no plot. like yeah.

**

shoutouts!

NICHOLASLIM=D
let go to ikea again! haha. today's great.. really happy. hmm.. hotdogs and oreo frappe. =D yup. hugs. enjoyed spending time with u =D alot alot alot! haha. hope u do too. yup. hmm.. fairy wand.. lol =D
<3

fanny darling.
lol lol lol. HAHAHAHAHAHA. i dunno what to say. omg. haha. i wanna see the bling bling watch! and. um. yeah. GOOD TASTE :)

hannbin the PIG.
oi. dont sad lah. omgg. yeah. and dont be disheartened. dont hurry. like what i said to u.. yup. its not really ur fault. the whole thing's so... weird. and yeah, i get what ur trying to get across to her. i dunno. anyway. really lah. dont be too sad. its not nice to be sad right? cheer up!

aaron!
hmm. we'll always come back u noe. dont be sad ? jiayou for your sa! =D dont be so stressed yeah? and thanks for the dictionary! really saved my life! cant believe i forgot lah. haha.

the usual people.
u guys are the most rocking bunch of people ever! haha. =D crazy people with a love for xmen.

**

shall end here. tata.

2006-08-29T22:18:00.000+08:00

jarrel's request.

umm. practical.

chem.
i think some of our reagents are contaminated. i swear i did titration drop by drop! yeah. and shake the flask after each. ah crap. my reading's 24.8. some others also had these range. yada yada yada.
chloride? or carbonate?! wth. pretty blue things ended up to be some damn confusing.

phy.
um. HUH. lens. and electricty. i thought they wld come out sth on mass. yeah. and i wanted to measure the length of the wire x with micrometer. didnt read properly. realised the micrometer too small. HAHA. thn i realised im supposed to measure diameter. YEAH. um lol.

forgot the resistivity units. =x
and the lens thing. my cross-wire has fingerprint on it! dirty.

bio.
um. i was stunned by the droplet thingy. and none of mine suspend thr. all either sink or float. haha. anyway. yeah. banana and lime. ive got no idea whether im supposed to draw the seed cos i cant even see it. screwed.

the lime smells nice. HAHA! and the juice squirted all over my table. =x

---

jarrel! are u on for snakes on plane? xD

anyway. shoutouts!

nick- haf faith and u will do fine. must rmbr to get enough rest okay? yup. and eat enough, dont get gastric pains so frequently.. ok ok ok. will make sure u do! and. EAT YOUR BREAKFASTS! everyday!

haiyuan- heyy. u can always call me u noe. i like. noe u for how many years already huh. haha. chill lah. hope u already talked to her. its better. yeah. gl.

jarrel- snakes on plane? game?

2006-08-18T18:01:00.000+08:00

common test's over. rejoicing.. at least for now. haha. gnna take a break for a day or two i think. been so tired lately. maybe its the stress. or the lack of sleep. or the lousy appetite. hmm. dunno.

think i screwed up lots of papers but nvm.

ytd!
everything went as planned? except ppl came rather late? but its alright still cos he's later. -thanks jarrel for going all the way up to our clsrm to stall time. haha. funny.. and fanny. thanks for peiing me to hollandv to get the cake. and helping out. and letting me use the fone cos i didnt bring mine. haha. yeah. and everyone else who came cos u all made it possible!

haha. YAY!

the cake was delicious. jarrel loves it lah. stupid guy. ohhhh and.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIWEI! =D

have yet to upload the pics. i didnt blush, i swear. really. hah. and i dont think im posting them on net. haha.. hmm.. do u guys noe zhiwei's gd with nos? and hes damn lucky.. the canteen aunties love him! haha. im not jealous okay. its a different thing.

anyway.
why are singaporeans voting for ppl like joakimandjasmine? they pale in comparison to mathilda lah. she's damn gd. love her voice.. and shes one of the better singers on the competition. why are u ppl voting for those idol-wannabes in term of looks alone? i thought it was a singing competition lah. pls.

i swear if hady or jonathan leong's out, im not gnna watch this season's si anymore. its not worth watching already thn.

going tuition! haha. takecares!

2006-08-13T09:24:00.000+08:00

this blog's dead. my last post's on 22 july? =x haha.

anyway.

friday was one of the worst days in my life, ever.
he's in hospital. =(
and im freaking worried. blahs. but hes gnna be discharged today! =)

and. release of olvls results for chinese.. im retaking lah. its so damn unfair whn all guys just haf all the luck you noe? super. even whn ur not consistent at all.. not doing ur work and stuff. sucks. and like. only 2 girls had an a lah. wth. congrats carol and wanqing!

im super disappointed? i dunno. more like disappointed gan lao. but yeah. =/ and he was still so sweet abt it. arghs. tried to comfort us tht it was alright and stuff.

nvm. ytd's saturday. maths remedial. extra classes or whatever. did a bit of phy. went hospital. thn yadayadayada.
was like yakking and ranting to ryann. just bcos i want him to get better and you noe, stop indulging himself. but i guess its not appreciated. just wanted to like wake him up so he can stop it. really. i dunno. i did it cos im your friend okay? i already said what i want to say.

today! going hospital, now.

2006-07-22T21:34:00.000+08:00

the clearest class pic. 3rd time we took. like omg? maybe the curse's true afterall...

look at ganlao's expression! lol.

the first time its done! zilian guys. haha.

me, carol, wei and xiaobai!
background: zhengting, BOB and jarrel

look at xiaowei's face!

ahh. whats jack doing?

nigel's drinking water. -.-

she accused me of taking pics of myself whn im actually taking pic of the cls. wth.

yay. =D

2006-07-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

i hope italy beats france.
i dont like france.
GO ITALY!
=D

still depressed over germany's loss to italy and portugal's loss to france. like wth. still cant get over the fact tht portugal won england. =x why are all the player sick on the same day itself? and why cant rooney control his temper? huh. everyone placed high hopes for them. at least for them to get into finals lah.. and tht brazil lost to france. wth wth wth.

nvm. hmm. half day on friday. swam a lil. really alil. i tried to convince myself its alot. but i failed? HAHA. -.- had tuition after tht. vectors. msyeo was funny? 'are u staring at my s' ahaha. desiao. damn tired.. sandwich. =D dropped dead after i showered. was super tired. yeah..

today.. came sch. early. dunno what for. briefing dun need so long de lo. -.- wanted to request tht monday a holiday for the polling day de. the make up? but didnt. arghs. finals leh. omg. HAVE to watch. rah.. thrs chem test on tuesday somemore.. and bio on thursday. and history on dunno whn. and eng oral is close. =x

crap.

i think this year pretty much sucks. except for a few things. =)

bye ppl.
be back to blog, whn im free that is.

2006-07-03T07:39:00.000+08:00

yeah look at the time. say im insane.
doing favour for someone. haha. hope it works out bahs.

oral's over! think i screwed it! cos i was nervous only whn in front of the examiners. -.- but very calm in the holding rm. omg.. yeah.. the room alone is distracting. the fingers sofa. and soft toys. ooo. =D lol. hope it turns out alright. and JOEHAN, dont worry yeah =D

went for syf opening ceremony on.. saturday. yup. cool =D even though getting there is a hassle cos its far? =x ummmm. yeah. the performances was nice! the thailand band is damn gd. so was the malaysian one. and the schools bands frm singapore. yup. pro lah. nh performed.. first time? issit? =/ hmm.. outstanding? the yellow constumes dont look so stupid anymore. lol. and no more cardboards. they have shiny reflective ones now. lol.. cool. campus superstar fans, we saw zhiyang and theresa. uhhuh. walked past them while getting tix frm hannbin.
HANNBIN: thanks =D i still dont approve la. damn ugly okay. but thanks alot for the tickets!

first week of sch is ALREADY over.
4o3 have got a funny timetable. like thrs one day where we had pe DURING recess and thn recess after tht. o.O had the whole canteen to ourselves. damn empty. except for the dancers going for practice. yup..

phototaking was dumb. we went twice. and missed our recess (indirectly) and lunch cos of it. and both times, the photog lost all our pics. wahhh. like wth? whats wrong with the camera? =/

tiredd. gnna go out LATER.
hmm.

for you, i will.

1more day to school. itmc camp.

2006-06-24T20:55:00.000+08:00

been neglecting this blog. haha.. nvm.. hmm.. in a day and holidays will be over for us. =(

thn it dawned on me tht the sec4s are no longer gnna haf anymore breaks. must pia all the way le.. no more fooling arnd, no more slacking, no more sleeping in cls.. yeah. mugging time. frm end of holidays all the way to end of november.. thn its party time!

bleaghs.
no more waking up at 10.
no more outings. (maybe fewer, lol.)

im so gnna miss the holidays, even though this time round, it doesnt really feel like one (thanks supp classes -.-)

i think everyone's trying to finish holiday homework now. =x

whos not doing?

i think the english assignment is pointless. =/
my movie review is on the cars. =D mcqueen!

umm. haf yet to blog abt itmc camp.

camp.

its rather alright. unenthusiastic group though.. obviously, i have to reserve my comments on some people cos it wont be nice. at all. yeah. dont be self-conscious though.. no attacks on anyone.

faults with camp:

tiring.-im on medication okay. cut me some slack.
undeveloped sec3 leadership potential -u noe it isnt easy to be a leader, especially a gd one. this camp's a form of training for u guys yea. do learn frm it. and we sec4s arent supposed to lead already. we are just facilitators.. not leaders okay? FACILITATORS.
no sun! crap weather. -hey.i want a tan. -.-
stupid food caterer. -wth? scammed. NO BBQ at beaches! and u lent us the freaking portable pits and sold us prepared food for BBQ. thanks alot man.
screwed grouping? -how come even though its random i ended up with xueli and aaron and jonathan. =x fate? crap lahs.
UNENTHUSIASM. -omg. i cant believe girls are THAT shy. o.O
no overnight.
NO LOG IC!
not enough team bonding..
crap lunch.

ummm. turns out not as fun.. yeah. =x nvm lahs. xian.. im tired of blogging. such a long entry..

1 more day to school.

dammit.

back

2006-06-19T21:04:00.000+08:00

hey ppl.

have been m.i.a. (missing in action) for quite some time. yup.. was back in indo mahs. haha. it was alright. though the trip's rather short.. yet long. =x haha.. i was sick lahs! so not fun. slept alot for first 2 days..

this and tht.

im still sick now! =( nearly fainted just now.. had the floaty floaty feeling. =x and dizzy. arghs. nvm. think im feeling better now le.. napped. had such a pretty dream. =D haha..

hope i can make it for camp tmr!
=/

takecare ppl! dont fall sick!

2006-06-11T06:20:00.000+08:00

helo ppl. im in the airport le.. yup.. hasnt been blogging the past few days.. busy with this and tht and spending time with the one. =D haha.. caught some movies.. she's the man and the cars.. yup. both pretty okay. shld go catch it.. the cars is very touching. yup. but u will hear alot of screaming kids laughing during the show -.- lol..

hmm.. its damn early okay! i woke up at 4.15? =x haha.. nearly cldnt wake up.. slept only 2 hours.. yup.. and besides, i was sick ytd lo.. high fever.. damn stupid.. yeah. was taken care of of course =D haha.. think im better now.. no idea abt the fever.. hmm. shld be okay lah. if go back thr sick thn cannot eat alot of nice nice stuffs lah.. xian..

i think i need to go in le.. yup. im going to be away for a week.. seems short but its rather umm.. long? sure im gnna miss someone..

takecare loads! dont fall sick ppl!

mcqueen, videoezy, the omen

2006-06-07T20:58:00.000+08:00

hey hey.

back to blog. been to remedials for every single freaking day except for one pathetic miserable day. yup. how sad is life huh. haha.. had maths and chem near everyday =x xian. dy,dx bla bla. who cares abt differentiation right? or integration? u tell me unless u plan to be a mathematician or a teacher, will u use it? no right. sigh.

OHOH. i have lightning mcqueen! frm mac's happymeal =D yay. guess who got it for me? heh. i swear its super cute! love it loads. haha! go get it! but its not available in clem mac i think.. i bought ramone frm thr. it just goes up and down. lol.. mcqueen races. xD its cool lah.. haha.. i want the cute bus though. and the porsche. arghs. i want all! lol.

met ryann err. ytd?... still the same yea.. he was late! arghs. thn lost my mood to shop can? you fault la! -.- i wanted to shop okay. mad.. had fries at MAC in the end. lol.. went home.. hmm.. checked out videoezy. cant get membership cos i didnt bring my green pass. xian.. walked arnd jp super aimlessly trying to find worms pc game. didnt find it..who has it ? =/

i missed my appointment at health promotion board AGAIN. for er. 4 years? HAHA. dont care la.. so dumb. =x forgot to call them up to change the date again.

ytd was 06062006. satanic no supposedly. yet so many couples registered their marriages on this day. hmm.. maybe it sounds nice? and i read the article on 8days on tht no. damn fascinating! AND AND AND. dont catch the omen. its freaking stupid. i swear. really. like omg. so lame! not scary at all.. dont waste ur money. if u really wanna watch it, go for cheap thrills and go to empress to watch it. maybe u can sort of freak urself out instead.

HAHA.

ohyes. im going back on 11th. early flight. o.O

2006-06-02T00:40:00.000+08:00

i hate it whn im impulsive in saying stuffs i don't mean at all.
i hate it whn i hurt you.

for whatever things i tried to do, i just cant seem to get it right. never. thn i ended up hurting those who really meant alot to me.

wat the heck.

im freaking disappointed with myself.
and angry. and upset. duh.

what else can i do? nth. it just proves how useless i am.

i think i suck.

was just done with camp proposal. now this. arghs. i dunno whats going on in my life anymore.. i dunno what to do.

im lost.

2006-05-29T19:31:00.000+08:00

~~me, im born a pessimist; always looking at the bad side of something tht happened..~~
sometimes, u just cant help to feel useless and helpless.. i think i really am, for causing so much troubles and sadness. for causing tears to fall, from someone i care so so much.

thats whn u despair. whn u feel helpess cos u cant do anything to help, anything to stop those tears.

~~do you know how it breaks my heart.. how terrible i felt.~~

suppress those feelings and be strong.

JUST A RANDOM POST. IGNORE IT? =X

u cant count those droplets anymore.

bin- hope u wld cheer up.. dont want to see u sad yea. glad i cld be thr for u. yup. whn its time to let go, u just haf to bahs.. otherwise u end up hurting urself.. takecare?

youyouyouyouyou-only you.

2006-05-28T16:55:00.000+08:00

friday;

ptc. didnt go. hee. cos aunt not free? i dont see the point either. so i didnt get my report bk. =x haha.. nvm la. results still screwed anyway. yup. so what for? hmm.. anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ITCHY!

at least i went out. haha. thought i would be stoned at home and then off to tuition at 8. BUT no! haha. went to get itchy's present- hope u like it yea. haha. with him. then met up with the usual ppl. =D yay. mok and gang presented itchy's present. this huge box of booster packs. omg. my eyes went O.O really. its like. whoa.. thn each of us opened 6packs. haha. so fun! though i dun really get it. but well. its like fun right. haha. turned out i haf pretty gd cards. lol.

left to catch xmen: the last stand at westmall. hmm. 6th movie? issit. omg. haha. its gd.. love wolverine! hes damn cool. and sarcastic. lol. FURBALL. aaron- if u havent catch it, GO GO GO! hmm.. after tht went to je library. borrowed some bks. lucky me managed to get tuesdays with morrie! aww. sad book. it really talked about life.. hmm. morrie is like amazing.. yup. touching bk. jarrel- u wanna read or not. after fanny though. haha.

tuition. thn yea. integration. -.- and msyeo is still DAMN cute.

saturday;

reci with itmc peeps. supposedly. hmm. sunny day. lucky? yup.. thn walked arnd.. the beaches, dragon's trail and everything. rather cool lah. had lunch at 7eleven. and thrs still dumb bug. someone got rid of it! =) haha.. thn yeah.

had some quiet time. seaside. stroll? hmm. sweet. =D

i love the sea!

went home.. yup.. this and that.

sunday/today;

cant go out! hafta pei my grandma. she hasnt seen me for a few days. and so yea. tmr's o lvl chinese! omggg. had some confidence icecream. =D haha. hope it will be alright. to everyone taking the exam tmr, JIAYOU! we can do it yea?

yay. hope i can tho. lol. planning to use chn in my l1r5, i think. =x hmm..

2006-05-24T20:29:00.000+08:00

tmrs gnna be the last day.
got the remedials schedule. hello? its insane yea. wth. how come 4o3 has so many sessions? =x chem maths chem maths. like wth? starts at 8 and ends at 4.30 some days.. gawd. so no life. its worse than normal school. at least the hours seem normal. -.- arghs. xian.. and we still hafta revised our work for prelims. yea. find the time for us man.

im becoming a nerd. =/

the camp proposal which was submitted more than 8 mths ago have been rejected. wth? of all days in the 8mths, noone came to tell us it was not okay. dangerous etc. but yea. why cant u just tell us earlier? make our lives easier and all.. and. i dunno why do we haf to keep on rushing this and that whn thr could haf been enough time.

i love calvin and hobbes.

i hate expectations. especially whn it starts to get ridiculously high.

5movies, midyear exams

2006-05-21T20:04:00.000+08:00

its been arnd 2weeks since i updated... thanks to mid years. and my bro hogging the damn com for every single possible time i can use the com. thanks alot. maybe cos im fighting with him, ignoring him. wth. hes being such an ass. dun blame me. its not my fault really. he was just being damn rude.. =x arghs. shant talk abt him. not worth my time..

caught alot of movies after exams.. 5? hmm.. mi3, whn a stranger calls, poseidon, da vinci code, over the hedge.

mi3;
was quite nice. the adrenaline.. lol.. I WANT THE LAMBHORGINI. omg. damn chio can? and maggiQ was hot. haha.

whn a stranger calls;
this movie is so not worth every cents ur paying for. really. oh and the house is damn pretty and high-tech. imagine. every rm in the house u walk in, the lights came on automatically.. sensors i think. cool ehs? hmm.. but. its not horrifying at all. -.- stupid movie with stupid ending..

poseidon;
the dylan guy is damn gd. and cool.. everyone dies in the end.. except for 6? haha... not bad.

da vinci code;
caught this ytd! =D the most anticipated movie of the year.. err. how to say. its abit bloody. can understand why its nc.. all because of silas. disgusting? the movie does the book injustice bahs.. the book is still better. yea. tom hanks has got funny hair. and neveu has got a french slang. lol.. teabing is magneto! HAHA. watched at the cathay.. its huge. big comfy seats and all.. yup.

over the hedge;
caught it today. funny show. i like the porcupines. esp the baby ones. haha.. mostly kids watching. and their parents o.O

hmm. enough abt movies. i screwed mid years. really. =/ xian..

can u believe i failed english paper2? first time okay. and its like wth? stupid insane marking scheme.. rah. crap. im not the only one. everyone's complaining. even zh.. and ITS LIKE. i had an a for ct lo.. -.- chinese.. eh. stupid ying yong wen -FANNY DONT SAY PLS. an a2.. okay la..

hmm.. 2 maths. i passed AMATHS finally! haha. even though its not tht gd but its an improvement bahs.. yup.. emaths was disappointing.. combined humane. wth i need 1 more mark to an A. crap..

bio. t hink i could haf done better.. but its an a1. thn chem.. a1 on the dot. think im damn careless. =x mcq.. yeah. expected better bahs.. i screwed phy the most.. =x super bad.. c5. mrpandian was damn disappointed and he wanted to see me. =/ last person to be called. argh.. was like. =/ sad? disappointed with my results.. yup.. dunno why i couldnt do it. maybe its jumping nerves whn im doing the paper.. =/ can only blame myself.. he said he expected a disntinction frm me.. yup. teared. cos it like. yea. think u wil noe if u heard what he said.

gnna pia for prelims. i think.. but now, i need a break. a month of mugging did damage to my bio clock. -.- deprived of sleep. super.. hmm.. gnna continue normal sch next week. mon-wed 2hours of chinese. preparation for olvls.. 2 weeks frm now. hmm.. hope it goes well. =x dunno la. dun want to disappoint ganlao.

2006-04-29T19:06:00.000+08:00

hmm. been some time since i updated. =x arghs.

19;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNBIN!!~ =D noe u liked the present. and its not tyco okay! im just gd. lol.

22; sportsday.
went to collect cls tee. and it ended up LATE. wth? wasted trip. let someone dwn.. but nvm.. umm.. in-charge for itmc duties. ended up doing duty myself.. i had a camera anyway. SOMEONE ELSE scrwd my day up. thanks alot yeah loser. brown. damn ass la.. i think the itmc peeps noe. damn dua pai.

run here and thr. tiring.. i was being nice and brought iced milo up for those who were stuck up thr at the mixer. =D haha. took some pretty cool shots. yanwei was being funny! and and. 4o3 won cls champion for guys! xD hee. pro! tied with 4o2 though. all thanks to bean. yeah.

ohoh. and thanks to sam who ran despite the fact that hes sick. hot and cold. but alot ppl care abt u mah. and i think u got better now. already, and mugging alot! and ur damn zilian la omg. like so many ur pics in my camera -.-

arghs. err. this and that. umm.

24, 25; had practicals for monday and tuesday.. bio got me stoned. and chem was rather okay i think. hmm.. quarantine is dead boring. u just keep stoning cos noone else is studying and the hall's hot and u dun haf that mood. jarrel was entertaining us. haha.. lunched with usual ppl and some other. yeah. and jack, jarrel and xiaobai kept being sick to fanny.

umm.

26; napfa.
wth? i slacked la. 3/4 of the cls ponned. yeah. all the guys i think. -.- but whatever. hmm. haha. tiring. body ache thanks to napfa. god noes whn was the last time i exercised or did sit ups yeah.

had sotong and stingray for dinner =D yum. super nice. yay. haha..

27; speechday rehearsal.
tiring. dead stupid. but the teacher incharge of pa and everything was super cool and nice. heh. mrtan. that new teacher lah. and and. we brought the 2ndlvl pa mixer and everything or rather the black box to hall! haa. keeping it was fun =D drift drift drift. think we freaked out some ppl. lol..

i think we worked rather well. (the whole team) thanks for turning up =D yeh. and those freaking juniors just left without packing up. so scrwd lah u all.

28; speechday.
early dismissal. hafta rush back to sch for rehearsal at 2. wat the? nvm. it went rather well. yeah. no technical faults and everything and we were fast. yay. =D congrats to prize winners! esp audrey, sam, eewen, justin, jipeng, angela, ummm... the itmc ppl- phengheong (THE SMART ASS), xiuwan, jianlong, hazel.. damn proud of u all. =D

dinner. yada yada yada.

jarrel was being horny. yeah. ur gabe. mrs solis. lol. and stop comparing fanny with her lah. shes shorter. and mrs hxxxxny. LOL! dun scream at me darling!

someone's scrwd. freakinghell. i duno la.

29; today.

was just tired. better start actual mugging for midyears. its so close.. xian. i think this is a long entry. =/

<3 BABY

2006-04-17T17:09:00.000+08:00

yeah. updating!

wednesday. 12th. national x-country. hmm.. went thr after chem remedial. OHOH. ive got this blue black and a gash during remedial. knocked onto the auditorium fold table. see. im tht klutzy. haha. nvm la. its getting better i think. but it looks alot worse -.- uh yeah.

KAIMING's CHAMPION! indiv la. b boys. =D yay. so proud of him. yup. see. told u u can do it le yea? HAHA. a certain distance between him and the second guy. rather gd. better than the prev years i think. okay i shall stop bragging. lol. but hes disappointed in the team results. i think its alright. u guys trained hard.. ran ur best. u noe. its alright. =) yup.

thursday! CCA! lalala. elected exco. this and that. u noe who u are. hmm.. kinda expected? think liwen was taken by surprise a lil. haha. took a whole damn lot of pics. like seriously. haha. lots. xD crazy la. and we were making so much noise. =x and phengheong's gd at posing! unexpected? yeah. and xiuwan's not bad a photog. hmm. went mac. talked quite a bit with juniors plus xueli. yeah.. abt someone. think its rather sad.. and freaky. and weird. =/

friday! gd friday. pretty much slacked. oh ya. studied abit. -.- umm. yeah.

saturday. i didnt go sch! or wake up whn im supposed to. walao. =/ nvm. watched eight below! super super sad. =( aww. was like gnna cry or sth. teared a lil. but. like tht.. hmm.. yeah. go catch it! its super touching. the dogs are super loyal. and i didnt noe survival's like so tough. no wonder the fittest survive.. OHYES. FANNY! paul walker's in. haha.

i feel a sense of accomplishment cos i dragged zhiwei to the library and made him borrow a bk. JARREL- jeffrey patterson! yeah. haha. went home. met up with ryann. arnd tht area. pei-ed him for dinner.. talked. yeah. hes still like tht. -.- lol.

sunday. this and tht. studied. tht cheena mingyan mingju. like omg? and i just realised TODAY that theres no chinese periods. wth. nvm.

monday! blues. blues. blues. 2.4run sucks cos i had stitches! RAH. disgrace my di. bleahs. tiring day. and i keep feeling SLEEPY. and im back. haha. it rained and rained and rained. rather heavily. so me and fanny cabbed to central. and the uncle so coolly drove onto the pavement so tht we wont get wet. woos. nice move.

alot of stuffs waiting for me to do. and i haf to study. omg. i sound like a nerd.

flags. zhiwei. kaiming.

2006-04-11T21:16:00.000+08:00

saturday. flag day. =x stomach ache. had it for like 3 days. =x bacteria i think.. thanks alot to all those ppl. u noe who u are la..
thn. yea. tired. like dun feel like eating anything at all. hmm.. marina was okay. the ppl were more generous.. yeah. better bahs. wanted to do proj after tht but thn edwin lost his fone, bob came late, xiaowei wasnt WELL, me too. so yea..

errr. sunday was nice. =D haha.. met zhiwei and thn went his hse with wahtuck. wanted to study but yeah. disappeared for quite a while so i didnt see ziyi. HAHA. hmm.. talked rather alot with them bahs.. thn yea. wahtuck's mean man.

someone was being damnnnnn naughty. lol. yeah. did the proj. and BOB! didnt help me. hmm.. finished it anyway. did 'kingdom of cambodia' in twine. omgg. super hard. wasted alot of my time. but nvm. =x yup.

damn tired lah. 2am on weekends. wth. -.- i need sleep. seriously.

monday's PLEASANT. ahh. three.
bleah. sch was.. dunno how to say la.. bad news. sad. and its like. super sudden. i dunno how im gnna cope if its someone i noe? =/ bleah. so yea.. thn saw ppl cry.. and stuuff. felt like crying but. dunno la.hmm. like tht. we dun haf lessons for practically the whole day. only maths. 3 periods wth. thn i was feeling damn nuah. =/ no energy like tht.

brownieee.

tuesday.
like tht. this and tht. =x umm. yeah. happier today. =D yup.

i made fanny a happy girl. ahha. and xiasuay myself ALOT of times today. -.- whoa. like really. not the first time anyway so its okay.

TO KAIMING:

glad tht ur stronger this year. dun need tht much encouragement frm me le. yup. like.. maybe cos got her bahs. yeah. maybe ur will's stronger. and more confident le... hmm. anyway all the best for tmr yea? i will be thr. withh everyone.. supporting u. yeah. like what i said, haf faith. dun gif up on urself, not whn everyone's rooting for u =D

jiayoujiayoujiayou!

ica age2. cramps. bio test.

2006-04-05T20:32:00.000+08:00

hmm.. caught ice age 2! last friday. umm. proves how long i havent been blogging huh. haha. scrat =D omggg. super cute! yea yea. haha. u all shld go catch it. yup. hmm. special day.. ICE AGE 2! SCRATTTTTTTT! SCRATTTTTT! SCRATTTTTTT! HES MY NEW BEST FRIEND! xD

on sunday, a few frens came over to my hse. yeah and i saw edwin! at his uncle's hse! omggg. so near. =x so shocked. i just gave him a stunned face -.- and kept claiming im gnna bomb his hse. haha. crazy. thn.. didnt study much. =/ damn stressful.. midyears midyears midyears. bleah.

thn.. on tuesday i nearly died. =x really. i want a pink glass coffin- haha. sa said he can share with me. lol. funny. but yea. and we split cls for el. in tht dumb cls. did comma splices. o.O thn thrs like only 5 ppl frm 4o3 lah. and im the only girl.. hmm.. 10minutes until recess it hurts damnnnnn much. wanted to die. seriously. thn i broke out in cold sweat and everything. went back to cls. shivered thr. like can u blief it? in the middle of a hot afternoon.. yeaaa. paled. thn just tried resting. thn some nice ppl came and get me panadol. saviour. really. normally its still bearable. thn tht day.. dunno why. o.O xian.. got better but still not tht okay. hmm.. yea yea. err. thanks for all the concernn. yup. =D

bio test and maths test on friday! omg. monoecious protogyny stamen filament pistil long&penduluous large conspicuous petala tecoma urena tomato appple tridex lallang spear grass angsana african tulip balsam shorea pollen tube fertilization pollination nuclei gamete miosis fusion generative sugary fluid nectar ovary pericarp testa endosperm style funicle receptacle sepal placenta! OMGGGGGg. see. im becoming a nerd! and everything just came out! sick of studying. RAHHHHH.

oh yea. nice site. super sad story:
http://home.kimo.com.tw/l0ve52oo/iloveu.htm

2006-03-30T21:17:00.000+08:00

busy life. no time to update.. umm. yea. okay.

25 march: HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAGSAO + XUELI!

ehh. caught dorm. stupid like hell.. super funny though. yea. quite a let down as a horror show la. so not scary. -.- hmm.. thn. yea. fanny freaked out over what she thought i was buying her. lol. funny!

hmm.. thn. err. monday. thn tuesday. the usual..

wednesday:

missed whole day lessons.. cos pia-ing tht freaking video for racial harmony. rather abstract-ish. yp made me draw the stupid flower at least 9 times! OMGG. damn gek. but nvm la. it looks like a three-year-old kid's drawing. -.- it had to! omg. haha.

umm. thn. yea. social etiquette course. at quality hotel. like wth? named like tht? but maybe cos it won the quality hotel of the year. haha. ironic. and our cls guys DA BAN! they mass style hair inside toilet -.- lol. damn gao xiao. all spike. then wear ties. cool lah. so ai mei..

thn yaaaaa. like tht. kinda lame. me and xiaowei S-T-A-R-V-E-D thr. thn FINALLY can eat le. the food abit weird.. haha.. ended but beside samuel and bagsao. thn the only 2 guys at our table were acting stupid and guniang-ish. dabbing mouth etc etc. and drinking lots of water with poise. lol.. sa sat at the opp table! thn he waved at me and his whole table turned arnd to look. O.O scary..thn go home damn tired.. hmm yea..

thn at night not very happy.. but okay le.. yup..

thursday.

character development. -.- marriage.. umm. thn. history. POSTPONED TEST! no teachers mah! hehe. gdgd. SISUAKAAA come in! (AARON~) lol. thn had chem. oh yeah the king came. majesty. woos. cool. but didnt see him. =/ nvm.. ehh.. chem.. assmbly. BELLY DANCING! cool. love the drums!

umm.. english.. maths. SCH END! cca! hmm. lousy attendance. bla bla bla.

OHHH! XIAOWEI WON 2nd! =D YAY!

lalala. it rained. =/ thn yea. hmm. nth much. will be sometime since i update again.

sweetie.sweetie.sweetie.

2006-03-21T19:48:00.000+08:00

caught v for vendetta on saturday. worth the 9.50 i guess.. yea.. sunday.. pia hw. umm. went to this pretty cool place with nice ambience for dinner. but its north indian food. yea.. kinda ok though. yup..

=/ monday. ngeeann poly. prize presentation. merit. yada yada. saw yixuan and cmaine. ohwells.

today. nth much. mrthomas got pissed at us. =/ thn nth much. bio lab. chem was xian.. rushing thru work. bla bla bla. msZ didnt come. tmr? hope so.

brief entry...

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im scared. scared tht things wont pull through.. scared tht whatever someone said was true. but i hope that for all this time, i wasnt just living in a dream.

sorry.

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tears;

to some, it could mean so much angusih, so much sadness, so much meaning, full of sad stories waiting to be told to someone who was willing to listen..
but to some, it could mean all the happiness in the world.

HOLIDAYS

2006-03-17T23:49:00.000+08:00

its gnna be a week since i blogged? oh wells. nvm.

monday;

free day for me? =x slept alot. not feeling well. blah blah.

tuesday;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAIMING =D lalala. hope u enjoyed the day out with HER. okies? and like the present? tell me la. yeaa. i ran out of ideas for presents for u le. lol. but. i think its not bad. right? hmm. yup.

had chn lessons. whoa. ganlao looked nice. woos. okay. everyones late -.-

wednesday;

DENTAL APPT. it sucks! omgg. polish teeth and my gum bled or sth. wth. xian. hurts. and the blood taste in ur mouth is awful. damn disgusting. so i kept drinking water -.- hmm.. crapped with zhiwei and naima! thn he neck pain. lol.

well. this and tht. i dun haf lessons. but i stayed in sch. to do hw. apparently?

OHOH. me and jarrel went to get dongdong's present! heh. so fun! we looked arnd. saw super cool hamster cages. like damn zen. the jap one. whoa. so we both decided we want to be hamsters in out next lives. YAY. they haf cafes! and those playgrnds. satellite thingy. umm. tv! napping place. bath houses. damn cute. lol. xD bought the necessary stuff.. thn went to the new library at boonlay. borrowed a CHN BOOK. omg.

thursday;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JARREL+ DONGLIN!

couple made in heaven. hmm. =D

thrs maths. umm. yea.

friday;

uh. phy.. yada yada. AARON LEFT FOR CAMP. boos. he sms-ed me last night. i didnt reply cos i was sleeping le! rah. hope they have fun. cos they didnt seem HIGH whn i saw them in scht

this and tht. i forgot. lalala.

ohyes. i had maths tuition. nat~

2006-03-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

THURSDAY.

sch was more boring than ever. missed rather alot of lessons cos of pa.. yup. tht student leaders investiture thingy. so was up thr with aaron and liwen. FUN. we were just fooling arnd. laughing and high-ing. drawing. sketching on aaron's spo and on his hand! oh yea and the evil club's born. LOL. funny.. quite a no of members and counting. woos. purge all evil ehs?

i missed cme. thn had physics. thn i missed english.. thr was health checkup. xian. i thought they were gnna prod me for the hepatitis b or sth. they didnt la. hengg. the student leader investiture went rather smoothly. yup. jasmine green tea OKAY. not the osmanthus. -.- haha. jonathan. hmm.. but i got it in the end. xD HAHA.

amaths.. he was just yelling at us la. crapped with bagsao qizhi and donglin.

cca. rather xian la. attendance was bad.. sec3s had quite a no of things to attend. and sec2s had this cyber awareness thingy. =x so yea. hmm. after tht me aaron pris jon and liwen wanted to go mac or sth. but it rained. ohwells. we tied our shoelaces to each other. like a 5 ppl race la. order: liwen, pris, aaron, me, jon. walked arnd the sch like tht. tripping and nearly falling alot. but it was FUN still. yup. ppl stared like crazy and everything tho. -.-

ah. congrats to zhiwei. told u. u can do it. yup. smile more lahs.

went mac. took a whole damn lot of pics with aaron GURLFREN! hmm. went home. xian. tired shit. i couldnt even stay awake. was like.. rest awhile. thn yea bam. i slept. and i was supposedly waiting for time. like 9.30 or sth. =x argh. crap. nvm.

FRIDAY.

had 2hours lessons. thn it was ipp. rather cool. lol. makeshift toilet.. did it quite fast. hmm. the guys were being damn funny. and it made HER pissed. lol. they sprayed depdorant and ate in the toilet? haha..

stoned. waited for time to pass before we can open the windows and get some fresh air. stuffy. =x no ventilation. hmm. everyone was smsing? leonard was like. i want to call my mum. bao ping an. LOL. funny.

the sch squeezed 1700 of us in the hall.. hmm. debrief. freetime for us. like arnd 1.5 hour? and they didnt want to give us LUNCh. -.- dumb. borrowed qings' storybk. read quite fast. desiao qizhi more abt jxxxe. lalala. frencher.

went mac. yes, again. and i rolled my eyes at this ct ass who kept staring at me. tofu and haiming was thr. hmm. . met aaron and pris and chiuping. cabbed with aaron pris. got a lift to cck. took 172 alone. first time =x frm cck la. zzz. had tuition at 8. the teacher is DAMN luo so.. and biased. whatever lo. natnatnatnatnat. o.O was eating skittles and talking nonsense to bagsao. bored out of my mind.. hmm

the journey home was memorable. =D hmm. so late..

2.two.er.dua.

TODAY.

nth much. i had hard time sleeping. hmm. went out with haiyuan. time to catch up and everything. yup. talked alot bahs. he looked so beng! omgg. nvm. cos his dumb necklace lar.. had lunch. thn we went to his teacher's shop. dumbass. im so gnna kill you okay. RAH. stupid. slap u la.. -.-

went home. hmm.

ohoh. i heard tht song! omg. so reminded me of HIM.

2006-03-07T20:18:00.000+08:00

what to say. umm. sch was BORING. like yea.. -.- got back the rest of test papers on monday. did pretty okay i think. yup.

how come everyone's so busy nowadays?

=/ i HATE going to sch. keep like wanting to fall asleep. was just so so so tired, and sleepy. and besides, class were BORING. super xian. even chem prac wasnt fun. =/ aww.. bio. plants. like. what can u do to the flower? -.- maths. vectors thingy..rather okay.

holidays round the corner. i dun wanna come down with sth. pls.

the only fun thing was teasing QIZHI the FRENCHER. LALA. haha! mass desiao! xD heh. damn fun la. see him blush. try and deny somemore ehs? kidding la. i dunno if he did it. but yea. its fun..

fun right, bagsao?

OHYES. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAHTUCK! HAPPY SIXTEENTh =D

road race, starbucks, flagday

2006-03-05T17:23:00.000+08:00

friday, road race:

night before was awful. =/ haiyuan was like shocked? hur. nvm. he pei-ed me talk like for a while.. even though he was tired and sick. thanks =D u rock. i will still suan u, i dun care. heh. it ended up okay i guess. met up with aaron. pris. jon. and liwen.. cabbed to west coast... i pangseh-ed bagsao. sorry! =x umm. drank abit of milo thn the rest was finished by hannbin tht pig. uhhhuh. saw EVIL. those thr.. u will noe who issit. lol. haha.. thn thr was this GURL who sat opposite me who kept trying to give me the evil eye. oh pls. haha.. damn gao xiao. me and aaron was like -rolls eyes. whatever. and just laughing over it like crazy..

our cls did pretty well. xiaowei was 5th. ks 1st, kj 4th, samuel 7th, jack 8th, thn jim was 10th? or sth. damn gd. hmm.. leonard cld haf gotten a place too but he pulled his tendon or muslce i think. yup. aww..

career fair was boring. sch uni somemore. xian. after tht went out with the usual ppl. with ziyi along. bagsao went to watch netball match.. hmm. thn. atmosphere wasnt tht great. went to marina.. umm. drank frapuccinos at starbucks. froze ourselves. shiver shiver. talked nonsense. then they started eating peanuts. lol.. everything ended up okay? went home.. yeaa.

saturday, flag day:

um. it was super tiring. my legs were seriously gnna break. =x rah. but kinda fun? lol. saw liqian.. and a few others. and my itmc junior! lalala. all gave their support. heh. the last one and a half hr, me and fanny was like getting donations together with this bunch of ct guys. whom i thought at first were a bunch of idiots. LOL. okok. but they are not la.. quite nice. and they didnt believe me and fanny were sec4. thanks alot yea. collected like arnd half a can full. hmm.. quite heavy. some had like nearly a full can lo. omg. pro =x

uhh. abit weird. =x crazy. umm.. fanny noes?

eh. went out with ziyi. she bought her stuff. saw rebecca. AWW. thn we went home cos i was just so so tired. took 174.. haha.. walked arnd. bought this green and pink pouch thingy. XD lol.

today!

i dread going to sch tmr. and im wet thanks to the rain. -.-

2006-03-02T21:52:00.000+08:00

OHYES. i forgot to thank all those ppl who were like so concerned abt me. yup.

BAGSAO- omg. u rock la.. haha.. like u haf to see me stone while eating ur food. and everything. walking super slowly to suit my SLOW SMALL steps. yup. and letting me go for assembly pa.. yeaa. haha. fort minor LOL. THANKSS.

AARON- like. the guai-est junior i can ask for? hmm.. i was like not touching my food and then gurlfren aaron appeared with 2 cups of hot drinks. omg. so touched yea? and he was like. eh... u want drink hot tea or coffee just drink lah. haha.. nice =D and he pei-ed me walk arnd like crazy. escort. hmm. thanks loads.

CAROL- thanks for the sms. and concern. hmm. i noe u care =D my girl&i!

XUELI- nicenice. lol. u came late la. left me stranded. anyway i had fun drawing and writing on phengheong's hands and he allowed me to la! lol. sorry abt HIM.. not my fault. hes like just oversensitive la.. lol.

JONATHAN- u kept trying to help me with those jobs. stuffs. chores. like sweeping the floor. and cutting cake. cleaning up and stuff. really appreciate it. GUAI TOO YEA?

YOU- i noe u care lots too. but u dunno what to do or sth.. hmm. and u didnt even noe in the first place.. yup. nvm.. think im better le. thanks for the sms-es.. =D rah.. sleepy.

malay skit + mrchiu last day

2006-03-02T20:50:00.000+08:00

hasnt been blogging tht much. haha... some impt stuffs thn. here goes:

wednesday!

malay skit performance. thought we were gnna screw up. 4o1 sang a song la.. tht malay children's day song. yup. thn i was like ohshit. die.. sure fail de. haha.. we went up the stage and everything. and sherwin and gang started shouting nonsensical stuff.. lol. super funny. and our play's on snow white. malay version. broken malay more like it. cikgu thot it was excellent. OMGG. its so scrwd. haha.. but nvm. its like. everyone's laughing like shit whn they watched. even those backstage peeps..

WE SCORED FULL MARKS =D and shes gnna shoot the whole play dwn. YAY. so unexpected yea?

today!

itmc. mrchiu's last day too.. super saddening. anyway itmc was fun cos we had farewell party for him. surprise one.. and hes super touched but he kept his cool anyway. saw his 'successor'. omg. agogo elvis hair. LOL. everyone's gnna miss mrchiu laaa. hmm.. linglaoshi sponsored 2 cakes.. hmm. and the rest of snacks we bought lor.. quite cool lahs.

i nearly died today. =/ dun like.

tmrs road run! im timekeeper! slacker =D

fd3

2006-02-26T21:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZUHUI!

HELO! im happier today, compared to yesterday. all thanks to someone who tried real real hard to cheer me up. hmm..

saturday:

watched fd3. -yay! BAGSAOOOO XD i lend u my pass lar. haha! i watched it lehs. xD xD

gross shit. its like hardcore sadist.. all the ways u can die -.- i hope i dun become like all paranoid after watching it. all the possible ways i can meet an accident and suddenly die. all in like a few seconds. omggggg. yeaaa. hmm.. rather dwn the whole damn day. like feeling real xian and weird and confused and everything..

sunday:

went out for lunch. walked arnd.. went to like 3 shopping centres. (if u count gek poh as one -.-) umm.. had long busrides. then i met mingmin! LOL. funny. she sms-ed me in the bus cos we were on the same one.. haha..

sheer solitude. =D im happier already.

pink panther

2006-02-24T20:30:00.000+08:00

COMMON TEST IS OVER!

im rejoicing! =D haha.. its like. whew. finally. u can slack a lil now.. the past week was like crazy la. -.- crazy studying. funny sleeping hours. scrwd up brains. early mornings. coffee. mugging. i swear i nearly go crazy. yup. i dunno how im gnna cope for olvls la. its only CT now. -.- who cares la. think later.. haha..

anyway i think im gnna do badly for alot of subs. failing. -.- amaths. rah. yeah yeah. i passed chinese! HAHA. =D thats like sth gd? yay. haha!

went town today. with fanny darling. the 2 zhiweiS. siongaik buddy whos freakingly stressed. soon. itchy whos not dating today. jarrel. wahtuck.. watched pink panther. omg. i thought thr will be a real pink panther -.- but yea. thr isnt. -.- anyway thrs no storyline la.. kinda lame.. but its funny. makes us laugh damn lot. cheered us up. hmmm..

went home. took 174. so long.. actually quite okay lahs. haha..

im gnna watch fd3 tmr i think. lalala.

bball match, itmc, ba chor mee, kap

2006-02-18T19:02:00.000+08:00

busy. with sch. work. tests. cca. wth i dun even think i haf a life now la. rah. xian...

wednesday;

went to watch bball match. vs jss. my first match -.- okay. umm. nh lost. slight margin ONLY. and its a scary experience for me. and the coach is super super freaky.. hmm..

thursday;

was so looking fwd to cca. but yeah. was so damn disappointed. i wanted to release everyone early, cos its near the end of wk, everyone's tired and stressed out. alot earlier.. but some ppl just didnt allow me to. at first i was pissed, then uber disappointed. i dun blame YOU. okay? but change ur attitude a lil. or sth. i dunno. really.

i dunno.

maybe its just me la. or whatever. i dun mind her coming back to find all of u. shes ur fren after all. but i hate it whn time gets dragged. the whole club's waiting for you okay. and yea, shes thr teh-ing you.wth. tht time i was super pissed la. i wanted to just scream. and shout. and let go of everything. heck, i can just dun care abt u all. i can just go back sit dwn and relax with the rest of the ppl. i can just stop giving a damn abt everything anymore. thn i wanted to cry.

i think all the sec4s are feeling a whole damn lot of pressure to do well. i think im gonna go crazy sometime soon.. the prev batch didnt do as well. so everyone's coming up to us and attitude-ing us and giving us this tremendous pressure as if olvls is in a week. they throw u loads and piles of homeworks and tests. AND. they expect you to do just as well, whn ur already trying super hard to finish every single hw.

damn. can u just spare a thought for us? we noe ur stressed out too.. but still..

friday;

cheered up. maybe i simply gave up lahs.

stayed back in sch to do zuowen. third zuowen tht week. omg. all bao zhangs. =/ hmm.. pia-ed with bagsao.. thn you came. =) i cant beleive i slept la. just like tht. omg. all tht pats. maybe.. haha..

after tht me sa mok itchy soon zw wt went to central. had ba chor me. or sth. =x it has pig liver in it. o.O errr. i finished! and its alot alot alot! omg. bloated after finishing.. and i met LIHAIYUAN. OMG. u asshole la! haha. stunned face.. so loser can.. overwhelming presence huh? lol. tc la.. shes ok i think. lol. thn.. went home..

one of the more cheered-up, not-so-stressed-up day.

today;

went kingalbertpark to study with bagsao. studied for like 4sth hours. chem. nearly died.. its super alot la. did notes. hmm.. easier to re-revised again bahs.

its rained. and i was feeling super cold. hmm..

went home. and thrs noone. HAHA.

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BABY;

take me to your place
where our heart belongs together
i will follow you
cos you're the reason that i breathe

valentine's!

2006-02-14T22:26:00.000+08:00

since its valentine's day, i shall blog in PINK. haha.. i sound like a bimbo now la. -squeals: PINK! awww. -.-

happy valentine's! =D hope everyone's day are filled with love and joy!

hmms. reached sch.. saw fannyong/bagsao and i was like super HIGH. dunno why. thn i passed her the first rose. yeah. honoured or not. lol. =D real happy la. passed ppl roses/cards/chocs etc etc. high-ing alot. cos like.. its our last year together. thn we may not even be in the same sch next year la. last valentine's with each other. so yea. rather sad but nvm. can meet up or sth.. haha..

thanks loads ppl for the chocs/sweets/lil notes/letters/snacks. u noe it. thanks =D made my day. hmm.. especially the kinder. yup. =D surprised.

sch was boring. as the day went, i got more xian la. lessons. =/ boring as hell. mrthomas was being nice and lets us choose whn to run 2k. i dun want lol. chn we went down buy books. lots of ppl.. ganlao intro-ed us some super thick book la omg. =/

recess. celebrated siongaik buddy's sixteenth birthday! =D happy happy! scammed him at first la. and he bought it. lol. ppl thr would haf known yea? and it was super funny! think he was rather happy la. its not everyday u haf a cake right? haha.. and the we sang him a birthday song. =D hehe.. u really seldom see GUYS singing birthday song in the canteen right? and we did it. everyone sang. =D haha.. they tried smashing the cake on his face i think. hmm. nice. so chocolatey. and jarrel dropped my cake.. u asshole. thanks alot la. -.- ithcy was made to do a dare. but yeah. failed. cos she doesnt want to it. ran away. BOOS. and i was super xia suayed. but nvm la. sth to rmbr for vday huh. strawberries. yeah yeah. i didnt HUM la pls.. BAGSAO arent u proud of me?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIONGAIK, WANGQIN, YINCHEONG! =D

err. for bio we had lab. thn chem.. mrsee went balistic. cos the dudes kept whistling TUNES during lessons. lol. super desiao. amaths boring. noone listened. eng -.- yeah. baomihua! rather okay la. the first talker's gd. super funny. hmmm.

hmm. went out. happy. yup. reached home arnd 8.30? thn talked to haiyuan after i showered. omg omg. haiyuan! i cant blief u did it la! innocent meh. stupid la!OMG. i still cant blieve it! O.O -gasps. -screams. -whacks haiyuan. act nia. rah.

been rather busy these few days. pia-ed stuff. little sleep. umm yeah. but its worth it. =D yay. haha. cranes. all my myself. bagsao ehs. xD hmmm. thn i didnt reply alot of sms-es, fonecalls frm ppl. sorry sorry! =x apologies.

i think my entry looked super pink. omg. nvm. will blog more sometime soon!

OLEVEL CHN.

2006-02-10T21:27:00.000+08:00

thats a kakapo. it freezes whn it feels threatened. cute. -screams at carol and fanny!

hmm. happier. definetely. =D

thursday.

character development. mrng came in -.- boring. =x haha.. phy. okay lar. we had experimental set ups! woos. the static thingy. and i stuck my hand it and u can really feel the jolts. cool! haha. and the dudes were complaining it hurts. LOL. aud's the man. haha..

el. she didnt come! xD happy happy! assembly. ohman. mrthomas desiao-ed me. and embarrassed me in front of the entire upper sec population. thanks alot. -.- done on purpose.. obviously. stupid.

amaths. probability. okay larh. haha..

cca.. media hub was koped by teachers. xian. had pa trainings. funny. and the test aaron set was super hard. i saw it already. like omg la. i think if i do i fail straightaway -.- yeah.. hmm.. aaron wasnt feeling well. and pris mc. awww. takecares ppl. =D hung out with gurlfren aaron, jonathan, houpang and the rest. yup. hmm...

today!

tests. phy. amaths. chinese. and someone ponned. wth. asshole la ks. still act blur summore. -.- bleahs.. bagsao sat with me today xD heh. and shes not feeling wel too! aww. take care yea. dunno whats the results. =/ hmm. hope the lump goes away soon. yup.

olvls results released today. yeah.. nerve-wrecking. anxiety. worry. those weird emotions. like adrenaline rush. esp whn ur getting ur results today. but im not. still.. worry for others right? they were super super super worried. really. hmm. those who did well, claps. =D esp aud, zuhui and FRIENDS. heh. and to those who didnt manage an A, thr must be a reason. whn those who usually did well in cls/ sch exams get a b3, u shouldnt drop. seriously. like. u wasted so much time studying.. i think u shld feel more confident of urself, and pia for the rest of the year. and win the gamble.. 50-50. but if u blief u can do it, u can.

i cant believe it. it just dawned on me WE are going to take our olvls this year. and nxt year, it will be US hoping for gd results like them. arghs.

chatted with some peeps outside pa rm. thrs sa, soon, itchy, zw, wahtuck, jj. talked quite alot la.. and i feel tht like study so much also no use. and not much life applications.. useless. =/ so what are we doing it for. arhhs. nvm. crap.. =x talk so much also no use la.. like.. im still here studying.

went to ginza with zhiwei and wahtuck. the rest went home. ummm. they ate while i watched. lol.. hmm.. went home.

didnt get my rainbow thingies! =/ ohman! hmm. just showered. ohyes! rmbred. sa thought i used perfume. gosh. o.O i nv!

errrrr. cheer up ppl. =) its not the end of the world. u stil can fall back on ur other results. if u dun think its gd enough, thrs still time to work harder yea?

oh and the top scorer's charmian. omggg. pro girl. itmc senior! arhs. njc.. woos. congrats! =D

hmm. shall update more some other time.

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so don't you worry about
people hanging around
they ain't bringing us down
i know you and you know me
and that's all that counts

THEN ITS ONE.

2006-02-06T17:04:00.000+08:00

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

sorry. just let me scream.

quoted SHERWIN:

Cast off ur fear!Look forward!Retreat n u will age!Hesitate n u will die says:
lolz
Cast off ur fear!Look forward!Retreat n u will age!Hesitate n u will die says:
dun tink this way
Cast off ur fear!Look forward!Retreat n u will age!Hesitate n u will die says:
muz tink on the bright side of life
Cast off ur fear!Look forward!Retreat n u will age!Hesitate n u will die says:
BE POSITIVE
Cast off ur fear!Look forward!Retreat n u will age!Hesitate n u will die says:
lolz

yeah right. easy to say. =/ like u always look positive like tht.

bleahs. this is a pointless post yeah. im freak hell tired. lack of sleep. tired of everything. of sch.. the list goes on..

MY PHONE's OFF! dun call.. its useless. leave a sms or sth. will get back to u as soon as i feel better. or alrite.. if its urgent, u will noe how to contact me. yup.

quotes AARON GURLFREN:

-lost and never can be found. don't bother, don't try. mylife-liveitout.blogspot.com] says:
hmm. things happen all the time! and how they affect you depends on how you let them affect you! i know a super nice and happy sacha! so do get happy faster!

a cup thats broken and repieced is stronger than an original cup..

now sherwin`s asking me to trashtalk and go eat and sleep and play -.- like pls. im a girl.. diff la. but thanks all the same. he volunteered to let me trashtalk him. wow.

to all the ppl who bothered to ask, to smile, to try and make me feel better, to care,

THANKS.

omg. u ppl rock. esp bagsao! and tofu, who spent like an hr trying to talk sense into me! donglin, who asked but i dao-ed! sherwin, who's trying to cheer me up! haiming, pei-ing me! carol, who askedd and cared! AARON gurlfren, whos talking to me now! bob, who asked. yup. he asked. jonathan, who sounds happy! samuel, for caring! AND EVERYONE. who put up with me. =/

and YOU. even though i feel super lost whn i cant find you, i noe ur there.. yeah..

kaiming's hse

2006-01-31T21:57:00.000+08:00

slept on the sofa ytd night.. woke up. showered. went to jp to meet ziyi and zhiwei to go to kaiming`s hse. got some stuff frm popular. omggg plastic bag o.O haha..

errr. some not really nice stuff happened la.. =x but it ended up okay. BUT. i was super upset la.. and very pek chek. =/ bleahs. nvm. its partly my fault anyway. RAHHH. stupid.. solved anyway. under the table unseen things. haha.. body language kaiming!

oh and kaiming's mum noe who i am. but the rest didnt. so they kept getting the wrong impression. cos it was misleading la.. i was sitting beside him what. hmm. had a lil food. umm. played games. watched ppl play games i dunno. =/ bored to death. hur. in the end played blackjack.. won lah =D haha..

err. played abit of uno. went off. ziyi went for tuition. thn we went to jp for MY icecream. nicenice! been wanting to eat it since dunno whn. haha..

tmrs sch! i finished my hw ytd already =D slack now! haha.. hmmm.

comprehension isnt solved. man. nvm.

SORRYSORRY. =/

2006-01-30T11:56:00.000+08:00

=D happy cny!

for cny eve i just went out to eat buffet with my the other aunt. yeah. freakingly full. had diluted wine which doesnt taste tht nice. and choc fondue! xD xD indulge!

reached home. thn decided to shou ye with aaron and pris! =D conference. talked talked talked. yakked more like it. thn some others joined us. alvin and zhiwei. haha.. was discussing comprehension on fone la. think they done with the summary le ;D lol. funny. talked practically in codes la. but its kinda obvious cos even aaron noes! haha. but hope the dude changed for the better so the girl can be happier yea?

BUTBUT. the girl just told me she doesnt dare to tell the dude. aww. he keeps making her sad la.. =/

slept at arnd5. didnt get to reply msgs cos i was just so tired. sorry sorry. hmmm. and someone was feeling weird lah..

cny. ehs. the usual.

MONKEYS!

I WANT HIM.

cny celebrations!

2006-01-28T09:03:00.000+08:00

CNY celebration ytd!

didnt have lessons.. cos haf to set up and everything. BUSY. preparation is O.O hectic.. and teachers kept scolding us for no damn reason. like we always do everything properly thn they CHANGE it. like wth? they screw it up la. thanks alot man. still say we are ineffecient summore. u just dunno how much work it goes backstage ok.. =/

had rehearsals first. then the actual thing. it went quite right. thn someone start scolding us and ordering us arnd like we are nth. wth. shutup la. even seeing ur face makes me pissed. u think ur tht great? i du give a damn okay. and btw. the backstage ppl are all pissed with u. change ur tone whn u speak to us. it sucks.

the actual thing was fab. no errors. hehs. all to itmc! =D yay. haha. super super tired after everything. cos i was having stomachcramps the whole time. but i still run arnd like noones business. so yeah.. hmm.

congrats to weijie! nh idol =DD

i thought tht the guy who sings shou fang kai is GOOD. haha.. hes funny. and super nice to us. hes shocked by how much work there is to do for itmc la. hmms. see. we are not slack ppl. hmm.. liukong's performance is ... no comments. i cant hear him rap. O.O oh and winston and gang desiao-ed and went up the stage afterwards.

packed a little. feel bad cos i helped a lil only. cos i had exco meeting. =x sorry aaron. dun feel cranky already. dun ever ever talk like him.

kaiming di came to my sch. 'fetch me' HAHA. right. i wanted to die the whole time we walked to central. =/ yeah. legs gnna break. and my stomach! ohwells. dieeeee. met ganlao at central.. asked me to tc and stuff. yeah and ppl tried to make me sit and drink and eat o.O

FINALLY reached RPS! xD damn happy! started talking abt the past and stuff. had the laksa! so nice! =D lol. ziyi zhiwei and jarrel scammed someone they frm rps. lol. went to jp afterwards. ziyi had headache! =x boos. tc loads yea? zhiwei bought the neon green shirt in the end. LOL. nice la.. hmm.

walked arnd. stupid jarrel. whatever la.

had dinner outside. saw someone. WTH WTH. =x nvm. errrr. had alot tian pin! haha. like 3? lol. hmmm. reached home quite late la.. errrrr. yeah.

happy cny ppl!

cny rehearsal

2006-01-26T20:58:00.000+08:00

here to blog!

wednesday.

ermm. went to central with usual ppl.. and all pangseh-ed =x whoa. okay.. sa went cut his hair. bagsao went home. the rest dunno go whr la.. -.- stupid. so me and zhiwei went to queesnway ourself. he wanted but his shirt but didnt get any in the end.. hmm.. met alot alot alot of ppl.

OH YES. malay was funny! no bottles clinking. yeah but jarrel and donglin was being funny. yup. they were like gay-ing each other la. omggg. dongdong was hugging jarrel and stuff. had the video! uber hilarious. like O.O haha. jack tried licking jarrel's face. eww. gross la. BUT it made the day so much nicer! lol. AND. i keep enthu-ing soccer whn mrthomas ask what the girls wanna play. haha. thn he said. dun talk nonsense! imagine tht la. haha.

was quiteeeeee happy that day. but pia-ed maths until damn late. and nice nice zhiwei taught me differentiation! =D haha. damn patient la. think im super toot or sth la. like so easy other ppl noe also i dunno. bleahs. but nvm! i noe le. LOL.

THURSDAY.

maths test! okay lar. -.- haha.. aaron and pris waited for damn long outside la. sorry =/ hmm.. CNY was TIRING. the full dress rehearsal is like crazy. everythings like a rush.. run here and thr. do this, tht. check everythings in order.. blah blah blah. the list goes on. yup.. freaking tiring.. and we rehearsed twice today la. ended arnd 7.15. made poor ziyi wait for me.. sorry sorry =x

and i didnt go for icebreaking for itmc. and party. bleahs.. hmm. and icebreaking is supposedly fun. jonathan spelled information technology with his ass! xD haha. i want see! and party seems fun. alot of food! lol. nvm.

pa was TIRING. boos. debrief debrief. went home. tired as hell. and ON MY WAY HOME, walking frm the busstop to my hse la.. an indian like came frm the opposite direction. then he saw me, stopped his his tracks and stared at me like noones business. i freaked out.. he stood thr for dunno how long la. wthh. scary shit. seems like hes waiting for me to like go into the hse. eeyer. sucks. =x

shoutouts!

aaron! GUAIGUAI JUNIOR =D haha.. yes i feel blessed. lol. anyway dun so fan le.. overtire urself. and dun scold me la.. haha. -blinks! tmr must go teng the camera! girlfriend!

bagsao! takecare la. everyday also sick. tsk tsk. longsaochensaoweisaobagsao xD

carol! cheerup lehs. must not give up k. like so long le.. hmms. jiayou jiayou. all the best =D

priscilla! hey gurl. dun be sad yea? hmm. it will be better bahs. conference! dun care u! cheerup loads.. me + GURLFREN aaron is here okies?

samuel! hey i nv find excuse okay. not i dun want watch match. cos i got cca.. and i think soccer rocks more. =x hmms. gd la u all won. hehs. dun everytime cannot sleep cannot sleep la.

zhiwei! arhs. dun sad. u looked so sad la.. i stubborn k. sorry sorry. not tht i dun wanna take. and go rest more. ur tired.. tc! I NOE ANOTHER ZHIWEI! LOL.

ziyi! hmm. dun worry. sure gt sth nice like in a few wks then i will pei u go buy. yup. dun be nervous abt tmr la. haha. orange tee!

memoirs of geisha

2006-01-24T20:04:00.000+08:00

i felt better. hmm.. not feeling weird anymore. after i switched off my fone for like half a day.. ppl cant contact me and everything. yup. loads better.. PEOPLE out thr, dun feel SAD pls.

errr. had chem test. =/ some was okay. some was hard.. yeah. english free period! =D haha.. pe was slack! had 1.6 but me and audrey walked for practically the whole 1.6 la. so its kinda crap. thr no timing summore -.- bio practical was B-O-R-I-N-G.

xian. thrs malay tmr! -looks at carol and clinks bottle!

after sch. went watch memoirs of geisha. cabbed to jec and the stupid driver scammed us. wth. made me carol and aud so pissed la. and cos of other stuffs too.. hmmm. had fries in the cinema cos we were late la. oh yeah. jess, wanqing, sherwin, nigel, zengwei came late. hurhur. and sherwin NICELY kicked my chair -.- stupid. the show was nice! true story arhs? umm. gongli is HOT! omg. zhang ziyi too! she so kelian.. and the story is so so touching! hmm. michelle yeoh is nice.. gong li became super bad inside the show =x but she can act man. coolness. loved the ending!! happy =D and nigel hates tht guy, erm. KEN watanabe. separate his surname and u will noe how nigel reads his name. super funny. hes just jealous can? LOL. xD

went home. um.. oh yes. whos supporting liukong for nh idol?? I AM, ppl. LOL.

nigel said he want to become a geisha! haha! one and only in s'pore!

hmmm.

eat the buenos =D

2006-01-23T17:42:00.000+08:00

im super super super tired. like drained. =/

after blogging on friday, SOMEONE decided to surprise me. yup. eventful night.. =D very very happy. like i was practically glowing la. i think. o.O haha.. errrrr. still shocked. and stunned. and freakingly happy. ok.

saturday. went to work. super tired. not worrying abt hw YET, cos i didnt noe thr was so much. bleahs. i need sleep! ate alot alot alot of nuggets. hmm. oh yeah. bagsao came work with me. uhhuh. and after tht we went to jp. walked arnd. had mos shakes.. thn he came. had dinner.. oo i saw JON! -.- hmm. went home..

sunday. EVEN more tired than ever. not enough sleep. fatigue. my brains scrwd. carol came instead.. err. quite okay la. had slight fever in the night and my aunt was worrying like shit cos shes scared i got sick. she dun want let me off work early to go home and start on my hw u see. crap.. thrs like a whole damnn lot. i was so exasperated that i wanted to scream shout and cry at the same time. but i didnt. =x like yeah. i dun even talk to myself..

pia hw. pia pia pia. had a small dinner. continue on hw. hmm. like omg la. i need a life. and a break. and REST. my brain is scrwd scrwd scrwd. frm all tht late nights.. i wonder whn whn it finally decides to shut itself dwn cos its way too tired frm everything and all those headaches. sucks. BLEAHS.

woke up late today. dragged myself out of bed. went sch. had lessons. zhiwei came and taught me differentiation which i still dun get. =/ xian. i was supposed to go look for him after to sch but i chickened out. dunno la. went mac study with aaron and chiuping.. froze at mac. purple. err. abit sick. but . =/

i think i suck at this.sorry.sorry.sorry.killmela.do anything.

oh yes. if u haf anything to say abt me, SAY IT TO MY FACE.
i didnt c h a n g e . i merely became happier. GET IT? scram.

2006-01-20T21:04:00.000+08:00

hey ppl. im stuck at home alone. yeah. like how great is tht. whatever. lifes been pretty much hectic and busy.. with no extra time for anything leisure YET. not even enough sleep okay. . zzz.

thursday; 8 absentees.

cca until 6. yada yada yada. nth much. talked to aaron pris and cuiping after cca. yup. and kahswee grasped my jaw. wth. uber pain.. and aaron smacked him. haha.. errr. found out some stuffs. studied chapter2 for history until like arnd 1.30. super tired..

friday; 5 absentees. 1 left

cmon even dawei is sick. =/ bleahs. ok. err. didnt feel well the whole damn day. cold and everything. tofu sat beside me. donglin moved front. ohh i wrote funny things on donglin`s hand ytd.. like my humps. toxic. milkshake. lol.. hmm. and i used paint to draw on sherwins hand! he didnt really complain la. haha.

someone came and shock me during hist test. while i was stoning. =x nvm. everyones being NICE. cos i was sick u see. o.O esp sherwin. whoasss. slightly feverish. and i thought my brain was gonna burst and i wld cough the entire of my 2 lungs out today. and my stomach hurts frm all the coughing. yea yea. i shall stop WHINING. =/

freaking virus in the cls. crap. i couldnt wake up. even after all those missed calls. killmelakillmela. AHSdkhawuiasdjas kdjahdlashdawnasdjah lasdjk wtuieh ,mg sjbafbaasjkfa vsbfabjaskhdfkda.

i feel weird! dunno why. abit down. but whatever.

Confessions of a Broken Heart - Lindsay Lohan

I wait for the postman
To bring me a letter
And I wait for the good Lord
To make me feel better
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
Family in crisis that only grows older
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?

Daughter to father
Daughter to father
I am broken, but I am hoping
Daughter to father
Daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me's dying
and these are
These are the confessions
Of a broken heart

And I wear all your old clothes
Your polo sweater
I dream of another you
One who would never, never
Leave me alone
To pick up the pieces

Daddy to hold me
That's what I needed
So why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to go?

Daughter to father
Daughter to father
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father
Daughter to father
Tell me the truth
Did you ever love me?

'Cuz these are, these are,the confessions
Of a broken heart
Of a broken heart
I love you
I love you
I love youI, I love you...
Daughter to father
Daughter to father
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father
Daughter to father
Tell me the truth
Did you ever love me?
Did you ever love me?
These are The confessions
Of a broken heart
Oh.... yeah
And I wait for the postman
To bring me a letter.

meaningful song.. yup.. daughter to father. what abt the guys? i noe some ppl who needs their family to be more understanding. to give some chance to explain themselves and tell them how they feel. right? sad really.

everyones OUT. i dun want to be sick for CNY like last year. all tht puking.

absentees..

2006-01-18T16:18:00.000+08:00

MONDAY: 7 ABSENTEES.

crazy. alot things to catch up frm just missing a day`s of lesson. but nice nice ganlao and other teachers extended the deadline =D hmm.. kinda tired. err. went home with yunian. met him on the way la..

TUESDAY: 5 ABSENTEES; 1 LEFT HALFWAY

hmm.. studied. =) okay la. oh yea we split cls for chem. and quite a bit of time waster talking abt MUSK.. -.- those in my cls shld noe la. kinda er xin. thrs only 4 girls in mrssiew's cls. im one of them but its okay! i have tofu =) lol.

PE WAS COOL. o.O yeah right. had some funny warming up exercises. let the whole sch gawk at us while we jump arnd spastically. uhhuh. funny huh. bleahs.. but we laugh at ourselves being sporting ppl. haha..

still super tiredddd.

I SAW A FREAKING COCKROACH. bloody hell. =/ hate it hate it hate it. zhiwei turned it over. thanks yea =D why dont u kill it. even tho i noe its not wrong or anything but its so disgusting la. AND. asshole hannbin took it up by the feelers and CHASED ME. wth wth wth. if he put it on me i swear im gonna cry. bleahs.

pats pats pats. xD hmm.

WEDNESDAY: 7 ABSENTEES

SUPER SUPER SUPER TIRED. 3 periods of english! wth can. actually its rather alrite. did writing mostly.. thn it was pe! LALALA. did more exercises. -.- haha..

malay! watched a funny funny video! and the teacher kept zhao xia-ing! and donglin broke a chair! OMGGG. lol. bio. alright. mrsong is still pissed. =/ phy.. err. no comments. thn bio test.. hmm.. not that easy. tricky qns. what u expect la.. mrsong set paper. yup.

oh oh! hannbin gave me my very late xmas present! nice! he made it himself lehs. =) haha.. thanks thanks! and he brought bleach 18-20 for me too. lols..

err.

nth much le?

hmms.

=D saw you!

orientation camp 2006

2006-01-15T20:44:00.000+08:00

orientation camp 2006!

was the station master for love lane (snake line) la.. form the longest line on the staircase.. with dantong yueli & heshuang. hmm. 101 damn on! the boys took off their shirts leh! every single one of them! another cls also. the rest xian xian one la.. 101 got chairman lead what.. and hes damn enthu! haha.. then i keep asking the guys take off shirts! not bian tai la. but if u want form the line until 5th or 6th storey must take off de. yup. =D lol.. ohoh and nice nice aaron bought drinks for me cos i sorethroat frm all the shouting! how nice right? hehs. and i koped his tag!

played with water a lil. then wet. umm. then teach camp songs! uber uber high! xD haha. got the adiji. campfire's burning. mr roger rabbit. sad love song or sth. hoky poky. FATHER ABRAHAM! rocks. haha. father abraham rocks totally la. damn high! went dwn with sec1s to make them high. and i succeed! woos. the guys beside me were jumping and jumping and jumping! =D

mass dance. teaching part. me fanny jarrel went dwn. then jarrel went to help np peeps. aaron and yp were playing with the mic. shut off the sound cos yp was singing -.- and aaron is a freaking gd commentator! haha.. then me fanny aaron went stargazing. the moon was super round. and theres stars! cos the clouds cleared. damn cool.

campfire.. some boys doing hoky poky splattered mud on my leg, skirt and shirt. wth. damn great la. muddy field.. but nvm. since they were high. haha. after tht careforce debrief.

showered. went PA rm. thn sit outside thr the space look at nightsky. very chio =D waved to the stunned np ppl. cos they sleeping dwnstairs. went hod rm.. to pia video for next day.. aaron ziting me got xian and we went canteen get food. the chicken la.. errr. sat at the staircase near the parade sq de bench. then desmond came along and tell me at my feet thr got cockroach. wth. i didnt scream. ok? then everyone put their feet on the bench. haha.. we all quite scared de.. thn went to some other place.

finished. went parade sq. attempted to sleep. lie dwn on the bench. then keep having the feeling im dropping to one side. sat up. still trying, and failing. =/ bleahs. so stoned thr.. for dunno how many hours. even bagsao slept lehs. o.o nvm.. walked up to check.

stone until morning. didnt sleep. err. ponned pt. slacked. with fanny and aaron. see sunrise! lalala. after tht briefing. super tired. bleahs. keep falling asleep. and very very cold. hmm. mass games didnt go.. sat sumwhr else.. with darling bagsao. oh yea oh yea! i talked to kaiming DI on fone cos he called someone! i was super shocked. yup. like. O.O haha.. then he helo jie. -.- omgg. he thought im sick la. then yeah ask him tc and everything then pass back le..

errr. left another 30mins to camp debrief then need to go rush VIDEO. like WTH WTH WTH. stupid la. rush until like damn xiao and everything. crap. in the end finished in time. heng heng.. all thanks to someone. crap. nvm.. debrief.. slept cos i was super tired. whn he was speaking. pro me..

went jec! had ljs.. errr. xiaowei aud and meiyi wanted go pooling. me jarrel zhiwei wanted go lib sleep.. but library alot ppl.. so we took any random bus to sleep. haha. take until orchard and took mrt. and we were the only ones wearing shorts! o.O so weird.. haha. the mrt was super full..

umm. reached home. showered. SLEPT. until today 10am. -.- crazy.

went out. do hw.. errr. yup. quite happy =D haha.. abit cold but im alright in the end! =D haha.. shant elaborate too much though. still high. hmms. happy happy! xD

long,long,long.

2006-01-12T20:24:00.000+08:00

back to blog! like finally right? cos im leaving for camp tmr! orientation camp =D haha.. errr. lets see.

monday.

sch. monday blues. blah blah blah. practically nth much la.. oo. samuel became mad. started patting me. wth? weird. oh yar. stayed in sch until arnd 7. cabbed home. and yeaaaaaa. boring.

ohyeah. and stupid zhiwei came sch to return me my water bottle. wth? o.O stay at home and rest la. still sick come sch for what. aiyo.

tuesday.

public holiday. stoned at home. napped a lil. basically just did tht the whole day -.- err.

wednesday.

malay conversational cls rocks. super desiao. lol. teachers going crazy la. only learn some 2 words in 30mins. cos she spend more than 1period scolding us. -.- and sherwin went mad. scolded bernice lehs. and yeah. think both of them also in the wrong la.. but still. hes bad tempered and SICK. so maybe she shld rang him right? hmm..

cca meeting. committee.. at yangping cls. thn discuss discuss discuss. my gastric pain. went dwn eat.. err. still pain. thn everyone still come desiao me la! wth. =/ nvm nvm. siongaik asked me go see doc but dun want lar. for what? sherwin just asked me too. then stoned thr abit.. hmm.. walked arnd. then me zhiwei and weijie went to westmall cos wj wanted to return his library books. yeah lor. nice me pei-ed him. lol. went home.. tired. gt not much energy left la. bloody ass gastric. still hurting btw.. slept. ate a little. STILL pain. until like 10sth whr i went to sleep then dun feel anything le. =/ bleahs. sucks. 7sth hours of gastric. crap.

OH YES. WE DID BIO PRACTICAL. dissect kidney. sheep de. =x damn smelly. rather okay la.. not that scary. haha. but we no gloves! so must use our bare hands to touch and press the kidney while cutting it. fanny was super grossed out. leonard too! he walked arnd covering his nose with his handkerchief la! funny.. lots of screams and yells. haha.. and i smelled kidney the whole day. dunno why.

oh oh. and i used paint to draw smiley face on donglin`s hand. :) haha. and marker xD and he tio scolded by his piano teacher cos he thought dongdong's hand was dirty.. LOL.

and pe was super super funny. mrthomas rocks i swear. xD

AND. SHERWIN. stop smacking my head u dumbass. 5times hor. anyway its okay la cos i smacked u back. LOL.

today!

english.. some careers thingy. got someone want to be fishmonger, butcher etc etc. funny la.. haha. quite cool la.. err. and cme. some stuff abt myself.. okay okay nia. but very funny. cos the guys made up crap answers! lol. had phy practical lehs. quite okay la.. hmm.. anyway. HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOWEI =D

had assembly! UBER COOL! really spectacular la. lol. thrs some performances frm sichuan. then theres bian lian! the changeing face de.. SUPER NICE. whoas. amazing la. claps claps. everyone was like O.O stunned. and the tea thingy was nice too! hmm. everythings nice la =D haha.. got the fire too! cool lahs. too bad CHAIRMAN SHERWIN missed it yea. he sick la. so kelian.. takecare lahs. chairman alot things do one leh. and u wont whack me tmr.

triple maths. boring. donglin was busy telling me abt his chickens last time. and he recently caught a parrot. haha.. nearly slept. fanny was nodding to sleep la.. p&c.. quite okay bahs. he used fone to call his dad during cls. omgggg. pro! and that teacher likes him! and he said shes not tht gd. cos he failed his maths. LOL.

samuel. stop learning frm sherwin and start whacking my head otherwise im gonna whack u real hard okay? stupid lehs. ytd still ask me sleep early. zzz. whatever la. stop whacking. and ur damn damn damn lame during maths! lol.

shoutouts!

aaron! =D camp camp camp. dun need bring sleeping bag la. think u gnna sleep mehs. conference conference! ask pris dun call himm le! lol.

audrey carol! practicals with u two are fun! and bagsao too! lol. and dun be so easily pissed la carol. senior already leh. who cares abt them right? rock on xD

fanny! bagsao! hes crazy la. and im still gnna try walking past his cls every single day without fail. xD haha! and i still want meet HIM.

phengheong! smartass. no worries abt ur height la pls. u gt enough brains to make up for it. yup. =D pon med!

samuel! u whacked me once and thats it. and pats are allowed, no whacking. i dun care! suddenly so guan xin huh. weirdd.

sherwin! oi. tc lahs. whole day sick.. eat strepsils no use one la. u better come tmr. and i wont die. i faster than u can.

xiuwan! ur pda rocks! lol lol.

zhiweiLIM! what can i say? thanks. haha.. think u at tuition now. ending soon. tingke la! and drink more water. dun care. ur still sick. ok. unwell. and ur nt gnna get better if u nv tc. okay? and dun so enthu pumping la pls. ur sick. o.O and i wont faint so easily de.

itmc flag. extravaganza

2006-01-08T10:06:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY.

had cca. informal meeting though. everyones busy. yada yada yada. then aaron couldnt come with me to ginza to buy materials for banner. bleahs. like wth? theres 6 people thr. u telling me u need so many to operate pa? crap. bullshit. kept running arnd sch find teachers, ppl etc. damn tired. and out of breath. ask siongaik. hmmmmm. in the end went with phengheong. tht smart ass. yup. he quite nice la. =D really. qiong-ed to ginza. met leonard and bob on the way. err. xiuwan helped us buy cloth! nice nice. u so rock. haha.. the paints quite heavy lehs. he carried them tho. lol.

do do do. jack helped a lil. thanks yeah? e-ling came helped a bit too. then aaron came! yay. haha. waited for quite some time before the base coat dried. then the first coat of silver paint. then we painted another second layer. xian. was damn tired. stayed in sch until like 7? o.O wanted walk to central with aaron but in the end we damn tired so we took bus -.- haha.. thn very cold! but ok la.. reached home rather latee.. tired tired tired. =x

sometimes i dont see why i bother to do things and ppl dont even care about.

SATURDAY!

cca extravaganza. woke up a bit late despite the fact someone woke me up. o.O met yunian at boonlay interchange. then naichung at central! lol.. reached sch. tied flag and weesiang spilled paint on the floor. wth. admit it la. cleared up. with everything we could. thn used thinner.. err.

watched performance. sjab. same like the open hse? didnt see mok =/ then ncc! whoa. the guys damn gd la. but the girls -.- abit like nth to do. nice nice. =D np.. jarrel was right in the middle and he damn nervous! haha.. not bad also. quite nice. hmm.

booth wasnt set up yet by the time performance have ended. imagine how pissed someone was. and how another someone was panicking? HAHA.

everythings screwed. stop trying to make it alright la. aaron intro-ed quite some classes cos i made him! xD hes not bad yea? haha.. then.. err. had break. walked arnd with aaron and hazel. oh yar! saw harster and quekster in guards of honour uniform. whoaaaaaa. both looked shuai pls. haha..

dun want elaborate too much on itmc cos its gonna piss me off only. yeah. and the other juniors know why. at least most of them bahs.

waited and waited. mok kept suanning me. and thn jarrel came. -.- die. nvm. nearly break a leg whn we walked to central.. camped at mac. talk talk talk. bleahs. halfway i was enlightened! imaginne tht. oh yar and fanny left early. dunno why. and shes pissed too! great great. we so make a fab team. lol.

went home. bathed. headpain. slept. woke up. fonecalls. headpain. coughing. slept again. -.- until this morning. HAHA.

dongdong just reminded me to bring bio prac. LOL. nice guy.

theres still lots of hw left lehs. =x didnt get to do any ytd. so freaking tired. and i didnt even feel like waking up today. whoas.

shoutouts!

aaron- xD haha! woos. flags chio. even though abit scrwd. but still. nice right? haha. we rock la. together with phengheong. sit tht eat cookies and wait for paint to dry. haha.. damn funny. and blue ice is NICE!

fanny!- les partner! think u haf tuition today. johnchem johnchen! i dunno him leh. intro! i want see who better. ah long or him. lol.

hazel- great junior. though just get to noe u.. haha.. but cool lahs.

jarrel- ehs. u also takecare la. sick die die also come for np.. tsktsk. hhm.. take ur time to do ur hw. just say ur sick la.. then u haf tuesday to do too. haha.. and stop suanning me.

zhiweiLIM- thanks for the stuffs =D dun sick le. yeah. takecare loads. and stop exercising -.- crazy. sleep more. and listen to the shen tong ok?

zhiweiMOK- u my tuition teacher! supposed to side me one!

sherwin bday.

2006-01-05T20:00:00.000+08:00

I SAW A RAINBOW! =D =D so so so stunned lar. thn zhiwei who was walking beside me shocked -.- cos i pulled his sleeve and exclaimed tht theres a rainbow. haha. funny.

okok. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERWIN stupid face! URSIXTEEN, 16 AS
~~OLD~~ YOUNG as ME! OLD AHPEK. HAHA!! =D

errr. today. today. had chem. we gnna split cls. odd and even nos. and thrs gnna be remedials for those who nv attend supp cls. hmm. quite ok lahs.. bio! mrsONG. omg. her impact damn big la. and she teach damn gd and the cls was quiet during bio for ONCE.

triple amaths. want die. but mrchia just went thru binomial which was okay. thnn.. after sch. went to 4o9 after chionging the amaths sums in cls with jarrel. ziyi was thr! =DD haha.. thn finished bio and read a lil of chem. hmm. do do do do. play in the rain. DAMN COLD. went dwn to wait for ziyi's daddy..

walked to central with zhiwei. thn saw the rainbow la. =D so happy. hehes.. met kailing! omgg. shocked. O.O haha..

u noe u noe. ganlao asked me if i gang the stack of paper home thn i said yes. he gasped lar! funny funny. ask fanny. she laughed like shit la. haha.. OO. and we sang sherwin bday song god noes HOW MANY TIMES. mass desiao. lol.

headpain. xian.

first and second day of sch.

2006-01-04T16:29:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY.

first day of sch. enthu! want see everyone what.. haha. sch was flooded with parents -.- and the sec1 peeps just blocked the foyer. bleahs. damn enthu see everyone! haha.. ziyi gave me missed calls and she came rather early! woos.

our form`s mdmzuraidah. co-form is ganLAO. he gei xiao ask us summore.. haha. ask whos the form and whos the co. then smile smile smile. err. whole day no lessons. shuang. did lots of cls activities some damn xian de lar. =x

our chairman's SHERWIN~ LOL LOL. sabo sabo! vice is peixian xD haha! funny lar. mass sabo! i ended up the treasurer again. xian. i dun want le. then the teacher insisted. bleahs. hmmm. qizhi came lar! whoa. pleasantly surprised lo.. had some testimonials thingy frm clsmates. and ganlao had one too! alot ppl wrote da shuai ge. and hen you cai hua. haha! lol. funny funny. he wrote mine as can lan de xiao rong lehs. xD haha.. maybe cos i everytime see him also smile -.-

after sch ahd itmc meeting. short nia. cos someone busy o.O then. mok taught me amaths cos i was so hopeless at it. did circular measure and p&c. haha.. think i kind of got it le. went ginza with sa soon itchy and mok =D had kfc. then rushed come cos i have been having headache the whole freaking day..

ohh and aaron was in longpants! haha. so funny. he had contacts. LONG FRINGE ARHS AARONNN. xD and weesiang in longpants too! he still got tht qianbian face la pls.

TODAY.

had 3 periods el.. more on reflections and blah blah. then pe! mrthomas! xD xD he didnt come though, altho he in sch. cannot find us u see -.- hmm. then it was malay. conversational. rather stupid la. i just go for attendance then.. cos all like quite simple to me.. err. haha.

phy! had mrpandian. gd lahs. he showed us his childhood pics! and baby pics. and his son. his buspass and acjc report cover. funny funny. hmmm. he talk quite monotone la. then kinda xian.. and the wind was niceeeee. cool. he promised to "clean up" the 3 topics mrpeh didnt finish covering.

oh yar oh yar! im sitting beside donglin now ('dongdong'- quoted frm sherwin. LOL) rightt at the back of the cls. near the door. haha. he keeps laughing or rather giggling to himself la. funny. heh. thn err. fanny`s with zengwei but stil quite near la..

walked to central. had to buy the a3 paper but big bkshop didnt haf it. shit lar. thn hafta go je and my head really really hurts =x dunno why. maybe its the sch -.- haha.. thn its super heavy. bleah bleah. and thick.. hmm. i forgot help fanny see got sell chn tb or not =( sorry sorry!

errr. listening to weird songs like my chemical romance makes u feel weird yea.

oh yeah. thanks carol for the earrings! frm disneyland =DD

NEW YEARR.

2006-01-02T11:11:00.000+08:00

yesterday.

1st of january 2006. wth. so fast la.. yeah. =x errr. didnt really get to thon as planned la. haha. xian. and there was a GE TAI outside my hse thr. bloody noisy. playing techno music la can u believe it? and dragonstea din tei! woos. lol.

woke up rather late. =/ cos SOMEONE was banging and moving furnitures arnd my room. thanks alot. bleahs. went for lunch at pioneer mall. not as auntie as gekpoh la but still. yup.. had chicken cutlet rice. damn big plate O.O haha.. since i finished it so you have to finish it too right. thats only fair huh. after lunch i feel super b l o a t e d . cant move. can only stone thr. haha.

decided to get our asses off the chair to walk. walk walk walk. went giant! LOL. act enthu. thn errrs. took bus to jp. wanted to get my sch shoes. but the reebok ones not nice =( sadcase. hmm.. then opted for the alternative. converse la. xian.. no sizes -.- stupid really. took bus to gekpoh. yes. that loser place again. got my shoes! they had size lehs. think its a bit too big for me but nvm.. shld be ok la..

walked home. climbed the gate as usual. lol. hmm..

had a screwed up night. so damn what la. zzzzz. i promised im gonna stay JOLLY for the 12 days? yeah. slept rather early cos my head was spinning like crazy.

then today!

i woke up, did amaths until i wanna die. and and and. MOK JUST SAID HES GONNA TEACH ME! xD woos. saviour! haha. ouxiang. hes nto doing his maths leh. but hes pro so its okay i guess. hmmm.

sherwin just told me hes playing maple. omg omg. i dunno if hes kidding but its maple. omg. im gonna cry i tell you.

long entry. hmm. to whoever is gonna do their hw, JIAYOU LOTS. those not doing arhs.. err. enjoy ur holidays. hehs. i have a feeling 4o3 is going to gei siao abt the hw again. LOL.

haiyuan + yawning

2005-12-31T10:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON (30dec)!! forgot to write on the othe entry =/ sorry. but nvm! stay guai yeah? my guaiest junior! xD xD omgg. haha.. u rock la. lols. all tht fooling arnd. and duties were nv boring with US around! hehe..

this entry is dedicated to HAIYUAN.

haha.. thanks for being so bloody nice and patient to me. yup. =D lol. lets me snap and just yell at you whnever im pissed or whnever u happen to be in the way. sorry! but yeah. oh wells. thanks for letting me suan you like CRAZY but not letting you suan me back (only sometimes lah). err. and for giving in to me like 263218641364361683 times. uhhuhh.

and all those chats rock. even though they are mostly abt crap stuff which doesnt really matter. but yeah. they are fun and time-killing.. and and for letting me say shes a MORON. haha! i think she is leh. but nvm.. maybe shes just plain SHY. get it? be zi dong lar. LOL.. its like so freaking funny la.. and stop laughing over that matter. haha.. shes ur girl leh.

isnt this like a long entry to be dedicated to someone? definitely. be grateful la haiyuan. xD

hmmmmm. enough of him then.

YAWNING.

lol. its believed that we dont take in enough oxygen whn we are bored or tired so we yawn to inhale more oxygen for our bodies.

"One is that when we are bored or tired, we just don't breathe as deeply as we usually do. As this theory goes, our bodies take in less oxygen because our breathing has slowed. Therefore, yawning helps us bring more oxygen into the blood and move more carbon dioxide out of the blood. "

but thr are many other theories la. read it urself. click the yawning word. =D

im going out with my bro today! shopping! xD

oo oo. thrs gnna be ge tai outside my hse. right outsude my rm u can see! =x bleahs. happy 2006 everybody! stay cheery =D

gekpoh.

2005-12-30T20:35:00.000+08:00

DEAR mingmin said i shld blog so here i am. haha..

err. past 2 days wasnt that nice. damn dwn and everything. =/ was stoning a lot more than usual and xiann-ed every single min of the day. yeah. anyway 2 days ago i went imm.. supposedly to eat sth non fast food. but in the end had LJ. haha.. yup. after tht met hannbin cos he wanted to do HOMEWORK. yup. did damn lil cos we were talking abt stuffs ALOT. haha.. stupid really. shldnt bring so many bks. yeah..

thn. met zhongxian! i reckon he thinks hb is my stead. bloody stupid. hes with his mum and bro. yeah.. dumb lar. -.- talked and talked and talked. went home.

was down down down.

until today! =D yeah. happier lots! haha.. errrr. went jp. actually wanted to haf lunch but didnt. drank milo with straw which has a hole in it. im clever! -.- haha.. errr. bored like shit. stone stone stone. and we saw cherrylene and beeling! o.O -scream scream scream. WOO. bleahs. went gekpoh. this loser-like shopping center, for aunties and uncles. LOL. was fun though. unexpected really. but yeah. hmm.

oh yar. bought my doggies food. =D anf anf! lol. enthu.

i not scared tickle pls. ur the one. xD

kingkong

2005-12-27T12:50:00.000+08:00

i watched kingkong ytd. now i noe why its 3 hours long la. -.- the front part was abit too draggy. yup. the voyage and everything. and the stupid director's story.. uhhuh. but after that it was nice =D and the skull island people looked super super super FREAKY. caps. underlined. BOLDED. uber uber scary face.. and their eyes. =/

nvm.. hmm. i think kingkong is cute. and very sweet to ann. =D ahhs. haha.. ooo. and and westmall cinemas are damn cold. and its packed! like. kingkong's been showing for quite sometime le lehs. so it was quite unexpected lo.. and there's 2 kids sitting beside me. damn chao -.- both busy giving each other explanantions for what happened in the movie. o.O

hmm. was happy. and still jolly. LOL.

update more nxt time.. =/ lazy. not up to it. bleahss.

xmas xmas xmas

2005-12-26T11:33:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!

some careforce pics =DD taken on sec1 registration day.

then.. i hope everyone had a super xmas! even though kinda late and everything. but my xmas was just GREAT. xD lol..

okay okay. xmas eve: went jp with itchy & his gurl. sa. zhiwei and soon.. had seoul garden. actually we had a great plan one la. but no contigency plan. thought it supposedly went damn well until the waiter set the table beside ours. -.- xian. siongaik and soon were entertaining us like hell. i had feet gaming! dun ask what is it pls. haha.. went home, tried packing my stuff into my new rm.. tio scolded cos of some dumb reasons. talked back and everything la. was uber pissed la. stupid. like its not my fault la. bleahs. nvm.. after tht i went to use com. alot ppl online! =DD other than those who went out countdown la.. then the 2o9 peeps count down. coolness.. talked abt alot of crap stuff la. fai di fai di. funny shit.. thonned until arnd 4 then went sleep.. THEN ITS XMAS! xD

xmas:

woke up late. supposed to wake up at 8.30 but i switched off my 1st alarm and went back sleep o.O pro. in the end cabbed to clem to meet fanny darling. wasnt late. was just right on time. turns out we were the earliest to meet cas. yup. waited until the other peeps were there. me and fanny were damn zi bi can. =x lol.

reached expo. O.O ALOT OF PEOPLE. omgggg. =/ the service was cool though. thanks to the drama. damn cool! and they had fireworks! super chio =D haha.. the story`s linked to jesus`s birth and everything but abit off the point la.

me fanny zhiwei and zhili went off. zhili took the train by himself whn hes supposed to wait for us and we waved to him! lol. told him we waiting for next one le then he still go board it. haha! funny.. then err. took some time deciding whr to go and all. in the end went to westmall. yeah. -.- lol. had mos! nicenice. talked and talked. went arcade.

then fanny had to go. aww. and zhili. left me and zhiwei. took bus to jp.. sat at mac. err yeah. thn ive got the thing i wanted! =D lala. ive got it. haha!

lol. sent me home and everything. i was so so tired. and cold. think i fell asleep.. bleahs.

she still bushuang me and i still bushuang her. GREAT. but i stayed j o l l y cos i promised to!

hmm.

to all the 6u ppl! i talked to yingbo on xmas eve! WOOS. hes still in florida yea. didnt move le.. and hes alone for xmas. aww. he didnt get the exit permit or sumwhat. stupid. anyway here are some pics of him and his super cute lil sis. hes doing great i heard and grew even taller! xD ok, here they are:

his cute sister!

lol hes still got that babyface! haha! he can drive now lehss. xD

how issit?

cool ehs..

enjoy the last of holidays! =D

thanks for the snowflake. and everything. =D

2005-12-23T20:12:00.000+08:00

WTH WTH WTHHHHHHH.

did i mention it? i broke my snowflake necklace! arghs. crap.

today was sec1 registration. woke up damn early. 3 alarmclocks ehs. pro me. lol.. then yeah. was kinda boring. cos info counter abit quiet.

i saw aaron! OMG. ur hair damn long la! i didnt even notice u thr cos i thought ur a girl! sorry but yeah.. its so so so long la. omg. u better cut it arh.

took careforce pics. then slacked in sch. decided to slack somewhr else so me yubing cecilia jarrel zhiwei and binqi went je. yup. like damn xian la. stoned. then yubing bq and cecilia left early. the rest of us didnt wanna go home. bad kids -.- stoned summore. jarrel got his ice melts: balls of icecream! then went to ntuc to get kinder surprise =D haha.. everyone damn enthu-edly fixed the toys except zhiwei cos he got a dorami. yeah. i have a parrot la.

im lazy to blog anyway.

i still want snowflakes! =/

reached singaporeeeee.

2005-12-21T21:18:00.000+08:00

tag replies first!

wenjian: hey. why u always sick de huh? later ur mum pissed la. takecare of urself can?

zhiwei: i did! lol. u too..

aaron: i ate lots! i will see u in sch tmr lehs! LOL. didnt catch u online la.. u MUST cut ur hair! but i want see first! cos u going sch for sec1 registration lehs. yeah. cya tmr! =D

mingmin: tmr photo taking! YAY. ahha. can play yea?

hannbin: ZHU! ehhs. u tc of urself la.. sorethroat right. u sounded SUPER horrible. yeah.. then sleep more la. otherwise not zhu le and also cos of ur uber busy schedule. crazy. u get better le then tell me, if not i wont give u your nano nanos!

jarrel- lag. haha.. freakass. what issit abt seoul garden? and and and. CURLY HAIR! HAHA. SIXTH AVENUE!

ziyi- i saw u today!! XDDD lol. btw he told me ytd nite whn he reached le. thanks =D

blog.

errrs. reached sing ytd. yup.. then bad weather throughout whole flight la. turbulence like hell. -.- xian. and this nice uncle sat beside me.. ex teacher. he thought im in sec2. walao. thanks a lot yar.. but hes nice lar. kept talking to me and stuff. hmm.. whn touched dwn i was shaking. i swear i dunno why. but whatever. hmm.. then yeah. picked up my luggage and my GUITAR! xD cabbed then dropped zhiwei off at jp. bagsao MANY THANKS for the sabotage u ass!

rooms in a mess. moving rm up mahs. to 3rd floor.. xian. err. everythings messy. slept in my bro's rm for the meantime.. he moved too la! 3rd floor too.. yeah. then.. slept rather late. NEARLY dont want to wake up. serious. tired okay?

careforce was fun! zeren koped my shoes! -.- then i tried borrowing jipeng's. BLOODY BIG. and long. after tht i asked soon who nicely lent me his shoes. still HUGE but whatever. i dun wanna go barefoot pls.. did the signages! damn nice =DD

hanged out with the usual peeps. went home arnd 5sth.. yeah. saw hannbin! and audrey. they rushing for performance la.. busy people.

i miss my TTM! aww. called me while im on my way to the airport la. then i started to tear. gosh. like wth.. always like tht de lar. the prev time it was my grandpa.. miss them LOTS. ppl who rock A LOT A LOT. ttm's bored at home. nth to do. lol.. take care!

tmr's rehearsal for the sec1 registration.. waking up so freaking early la. like at 6 -.-

some idiot called me at 4.16AM la. wth. im sleeping OKAY.

2005-12-16T21:07:00.000+08:00

hihi!

err. dunno what to blog abt =/

oo yeah! i cut my hair! omg omg. that pro dude is like a genius with scissors BUT he snipped off LOTS AND LOTS of my hair! the horror of it o.O i was like omg. but whatever la. i kind of have a fringe now. visible. xian.. err. yeah. hes abit gay too. lol..

err. i was sick 2 days ago too. puked twice arnd midnight once and once arnd 1. hate the feeling la. its like i kept hurling. =/ then i threw up every thing i ate. which includes the stupid chn medicine that tastes so so so awful. yuck. then i was like sad lar. cos actually my mum wanted me to drink soup mahs. then she called me a few times le i havent drink. then after i puked the first time she scolded me la.. wth. nvm. it has always been like that. yeah. at that moment i wished that someone can help me.. o.O had fever too. arghs. turns out to be food poisoning frm those CHIPS i ate. =/ xiao la. like that also can.

been resting alot. until today. went out. but still not feeling like eating stuffs. yeah.. had dinner outside too! yup. ian! lols. with ian =DD then he kissed me on both cheeks. wwooos. cutie cutie. he says im pretty! lol! the things kids say nowadays.

hmm.. guess i felt better le bahs. kinda alright now. mum and dad gonna go out.. yeaa.

SHOUTOUTS:

ziyi- u also eat mrre la! cannot jian fei okay? tc tc!

fanny*bleep*ong. ass. bangsao. - SEE AUNTIE! look at all ur names! xD haha! turbulence not cool la! i wannt go out with u!! OMGG. shop! LOL. have fun too yeah. and dun get sick after campS. u need to pei me go out! haha!

2005-12-13T16:59:00.000+08:00

i haf gt no appetite.
xian.
ian kissed me on the cheek! cute xDD
i dun even feel like blogging.
sometimes i talk far far too much.
then i ended up saying all the wrong things.
then i made ppl think over what i said.
then i made myself think.
then i got sad.
then..
bleahs.
nvm.

bye ppl.

jakarta

2005-12-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

hi people! im back! heh.

err. so we reached jakarta. the plane was uber cold!! =/ sheesh. then we cabbed to the hotel which so so rock. nice place. the names weird though. alila. u can read it backwards too! LOL. after tht we went to malls. lots of shops havent open yet la.. xian. then the first day passed.

on the second day. i nearly got knocked dwn by a car. o.O jaywalked mahs. cmon lar. theres no green or red men there okayy.. so. erm. crossed a busy street. 4 lanes for each direction or so. theres a middle separator.. stood there.. walked a lil and slipped. thank goodness i caught my balance lar. =x otherwise i wld have fallen onto the oncoming traffic. and the cars there are F A S T.

anyway the food there are nice la. cos my dad noes all the place maybe.. soo. great la. and theres lots of nice nice xmas decos. and lights. XDXD

third day. shopped.. at night le. then went to take the busway. yes its called the busway. it has its own special lane on the street that no other cars can use. hmm. crossed this drain. its muddy. and slippery. i lost my balance. nearly fell twice. either into the freaking dark and tall drain or forward and land my head on the tiles. crap.. but my dad caught my hand so i didnt but i got my slippers and feet dirty! arghss! =/ so i wore the super huge size12 flops meant for someone. sorry. hope u dun mind. =/ =/

i soaked in the tub lots! haha. love it.

umm. obviously the main purpose of this trip is not for my mum's seminar or holiday. its for my bro lar. they want to bring him see this reverend or pastor so they can help him like. i dunno. solve his addiction for games. or sumwat. its crazy la.. went to the pastor ppl's hse.. talked and talked and talked. its freaky as hell. seriously.. jasdhiluawy iawuli aw beliauyawn kjanwkfh alsfausdaksdhakf kjfabil BLEAHs. i shall reserve my comments then.

my flight back was delayed. shit them la.. i was having this dumb headache and the aircon isnt cold and its stuffy. wth. then finally whn we can board the plane, we haf to wait for arnd like 15mins or so on the runway cos traffic isnt right. THEN. theres bad weather.. -.- turbulence. and lightning flashed in my face like dunno hw many times. and sumone screamed cos it was really crap weather and the plane keeps dipping and u noe. =/ my bro freaked out during the turbulence. xian. fanny the bag sao! i dun like turbulence like you la. and its NOT cool at all. crazy girl.

my bros being weird.

err.

obviously, u didnt care much. obviously. obviously, im nth.

2005-12-05T17:32:00.000+08:00

todays monday! im going to jakarta on wednesday!! =D yay. haha. its a super early flight la. xian. =x i hope the hotel`s nice.. not like the stupid hangzhou hotel whr i freaked out after stepping into the rm alone and camped at the dudes' rm for some time before daring myself to go back, lug the luggage out and moved to cas and mao's rm.whoos. long sentence. errr.

i went pool sumtime ago. rocks.. haha. this girlish dude kept smiling like noones business though. bleahs. i think im going there again tonight! after dinner with my grandpa at pizza hut with the rest of the gang. yeahh.

i so lost the mood to blog.

now i feel confused. so so confused. =/

2005-12-02T18:19:00.000+08:00

to you.

i hope u wld take care.. yeah. cannot sick rmbr? u keep on being sick la.. =/ cant help much either. so freaking fei. nvmm.

take care okay? i will. yepp.

why am i so freaking tempted.

INDO.

2005-12-02T17:21:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE. haha. im blogging! frm indo. lol.. cos im now at some internet cafe named hollywood -.- yeahh right. haha. serious abt the name. but its so not poshh lar. noisy as hell. guys screaming their head off playing cs dota etc etc. crap. haha.. and its quite hot lar.. dunno wth happened to their air conditioner. but its cheap la k?

HMM. PARTY TEAM ROCKS. XD XD XD I SWEAR.

they gave me this surprise by turning up to send me off for my flight. whoaa. and they woke up so bloody early. like 6sth la. omggg. was at the checkin counter. then i heard caster shouted my name, i turned arnd and saw them. omg omg omg. just gaped there looking so stunned lar. haha. crazy. so so so so so touched. yeahh. like 6ppl turned up. fanny the bagsao, caster, maoster, limster, quekster, harster. woos. thanks! u ppl rock my life. yeah. love u all! haha.. then we went for breakfast after my ahma`s wheelchair was ready. think she went into the first cls rm.. haha.. justin kept playing with his milo -.- lol. reminded me of the shanghai times. yeh. missed it... hmm.

then i had to go. so sad lar. =( yeah. then.. went in. they had a video anyway. stop suanning me lar ppl. o.O yepp. so they kept waving. and yes justin and shaun, i will always be the auntie in ur heart -.- crap. lol. at the counter i started tearing =x the guy looked at me as though i was crazy or sth lar. but whatever right? .. then yeah. called fanny to ask them to tc and stuff. cool.. cried. bleahs.. still touched. sad too. hmm. she bu de? =/ yeah lor.

reached. ate lots. like non stop. wake up late everyday. did a lil bit of my maths. my mum was like. why u bring bks? do whn nearer to sch reopening lar. OMG. cool mum. if i noe ur gonna say it im not gonna lug my phy and chem bks home okayy. O.O

im with my cousin. shes like 6 and she doesnt noe every single damn thing im doing on this com xD LOL. my bro`s playing sumwhr in the noisier rm.. err. yeah.

tc ppl!

before i went off..

2005-11-28T21:07:00.000+08:00

here to blog one last time before i went off. haha. =x just finished packing all the stuff. omg la. my dad wants me to bring a whole damn lot. arghs.. hope i can carry to the checkin counter. lol.. should be okay lar. cos one is flowers. then one my ahma stuff. one is mine and my dad and my mum`s stuff. alot larh. super big. i can fit inside!! xD

hmm. woke up late today. at arnd 8. then supposed to reach sch by 9 larh. so i cabbed.. xian. the indian uncle was like cursing alot la. damn funny. imagine suddenly he shout WAAALAO. asshole la! funny lar. reached sch.. then saw yunian hannqian and another girl.. dunno whats her name. was talking abt her. like cmon la. you noe right? haha. hmmm.

careforce meeting. fun. and funny. lol. kept laughing.. hmms. welcome ah tick to the team =D yepp. nice. hes damn organised lar. yeah. and we hafta do alot of stuf cos we logistics. and ahtick is LOG HEAD. haha! went jp with ziyi. bought those photo albums which weigh a ton. =x damn bulky. heavy lar. xiann. then carry the bags until got marks on my arms laa... thn gather abit of my stuff. went cook sth to da bao and decided to go le. thought my ahma went missing so went to look for her. crazy la. thought she really went missing.. scare me.

was late. sorry sorry.. stoned for awhile. hmm. got snacks le! =D haha! walked arnd aimlessly.. no movies to watch summore la. and i wanted to watch just like heaven, prime, rock sch (nc), saw II (also nc). omggg. so shi bai. nvm. i wanted to watch spl too but its m18 la. =x xian.. hmm. went toysRus.. then after tht bought chilliPADI. funny la. uncle! lol.. nvm. hmm. had ichigo bliss too. FANNY, UR FAULT U DIDNT COME SCH OKAY. IM SO BLESSED. XD lol. had LJS.. cos sumone forced me to eat -.- not hungry lor. haha.. hmmm. its fun stepping on your feet la. =D lol.

ryann came! OMGGG. u wore ur specs! haha! funny. seldom see u in specs. summore in nerd specs lehs. omg. okok.. and ur hair isnt RED. its like MUD brown. no offence. LOL. AND AND AND. eat more la.. what shit cannot eat 4hr before u sleep. nonsense.

did i mention? i saw a freaking cockroach on my way whn walking to central. at a drain grill there. omg. o.O ziyi screamed. i screamed. we jumped away and started running. then this auntie stared, kpo, looked into the drain and just look as if its nth. -.- RIGHTT. freaky. then my heartbeat damn high la. such a long time since i saw one. =/ crap.

should i leave shoutouts? ok ok i should.

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in alphabetical order.

aaron- OI. tc tc! im gonna see u on registration. right? haha. ask ur jiejie to draw with u okay? i will still blog. promise. =D smile!

carol-hey. u in tw le bahs.. did u enjoy ur trip? should haf.. haha. tc! and dun so sad le.. cheer up okay? maybe things are not as what it seemed to be. yepp.

fanny- HEYY. bag sao! didnt see u today la. xian. nv pei me eat ichigo can.. oh yar. the price raised liao. dunno why. hmm. go eat go eat! damn blesseddd la. haha. tc too. dun sick lar. esp after all the camps. and regain ur normal voice and stop suanning me!

haiyuan- ehh asshole. dun be such a sicko la. u in china no frens i can understand la.. hmm. dun lonely le. find sth to do? yepp. find her if u see the need.

hannbin- zhu! haha. hope the tee isnt too small. arhhs. jiayou for all ur dance pracs. so many la.. thn must tc too cos u injured alot. -.- stupid. i will bring back NANONANO for you and u promised me x'mas present cos its the first time im celebrating xmas here! =D yay.

kaiming- its ok u cant meet me. its ok u cant see me off. its ok u cant fetch me. yes yes. its ok. u better drink more water and eat more. skinny. tell me ur fat again and ur dead. must have enough rest.. yeah.. and hmm.. =D

mingmin- HEYY I SAW YOU! lol. kungfu with yangping lar. haha!

ryann- hmm. hmm. hmm. u said u wanted to pei me watch just like heaven! =x ee. okay nvm.. think ur busy with work and everything la. dun neglect ur schwork. try not to drop bio or sth.. yeah..

siongaik soonjin itchyy mok jarrel- cant chill with u guys for a few weeks. arghs. hmm. enjoy ur holidays =D

wanqing xiaowei- =D lalas. tc la. wanqing, now u blief me? haha.. xiaowei, i cant watch ur concert laa. sorry..

wenjian- oi ur immune damn weak la. how come sick again huh. always sick. xiao la.. so big le still cannot tc of urself. what slightly sick. if u sick means sick. no slight de.. get it? dun worry ur mum la. shes fed up what. haha.. hmm. get well soon? and tc.

zhiwei- lalala. thanks for the windbreaker. haha. blink. umm.. tc of urself. and ur mum too. and dun keep on being bored k? yeah. im alright. really.. hope u like the stuffs. and our handphone time the same lehs! woos. cool. right? lol.

ziyi- HEYYY. at least gt to meet u today, unlike my AFFAIR. who cant wake up. haha.. think he will like it la. dun worry. yepp. white is a nice colour. of course lar.. lol. u arh. dun keep saying u want to jian fei le. u not fat la. serious. tc loads yea? i hope my bad feeling isnt real. =/

party team shall continue rocking. as always.

i have a bad feeling abt this trip.. =x dunno la. haiz. like damn scared can? i dunno. hope it really isnt true. hope my feeling isnt right this time. hope so.

went to the hse.

2005-11-27T22:38:00.000+08:00

mingmin says i should blog. haha. so here i am. i think i should anyway. yeah.

jing tian hen kai xin =D hahaa. =D smileys. woos.

yeah and i thought i got LOST. but i didnt obviously! lol instructions unclear mah. but kinda stunned tio. its at some place i seldom go what. so yeah. how come fishes die? and one swims horizontally? hmm. butterflies =D i saw a lot a lot a lot a lot! really. wooos. frm the moment i stepped out of the hse.. cool huh.

teddy bear. haha. hmm. 52 stars. =D arhhs. =D blinks. =D LOL. hmmm. i scared tickle la. okay.

paste paste paste. i did it. hah. =D

had fried rice. =D for lunch la. or for the food between lunch and dinner. and lailai curry for dinner. =D haha. practically didnt eat everything la. but nvm. lol.

this entry is insane lar. how many =D le? omgg. crazy crazy crazy. xD but whatever. xD reminded me of sth. xD is not a stupid face la sherwin. ur face then arh. and i dare to whack u if i want to. scared u xiasuay nia lor. HAHA. stupid face la u.

ooo and and and. i got an email frm one of the china dude who asked me =x hmm. okay. yeahh. surprised bahs.

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ur not alright. dun try and convince me la.. cut ur finger summore. sorry sorry. claimed u think ur alright. u not lor. i noe de.. dun forget okay. i noe! cant scam me. kaoz. i dunno how to help. so freaking ass helpless. BLEAHS. what no worries. crap.. of course i will worry lar. wthhh.

damn. my head hurts.

OPEN HOUSE

2005-11-26T23:21:00.000+08:00

today`s open house! slept at arnd 1 sth cos i didnt wanna sleep. haha! woke up quite a few times to give ppl morning calls. yeah..

oo ytd HY told me sth. he said i ans his fone call. and so far i didnt remember la! was sleep talking mehs. o.O half-sleep? he said i claimed i will call him back and keep orh-ing. but no recollection of it la. omg. freaky.

aaron went to m`sia! xian la. noone pei me draw le.. hmm. anyway hes gonna be back on sunday i think. yeah. sunday night? he says he will pick seashells for me if have! woos. =D see lar. u nv pei me do duty today ahs aaron!

ok ok. open house.

WAITWAIT. FANNY GOT BACK HER VOICE. I MEANT BAG SAO.
im jealous. kaoz. im losing my voice lar. the other way round. and stupid her is gloating over her so called victory! aww. haha! fun lar. we kept laughing and laughing. crazy ppl. xD and we laughed over nth la. she start de! omg. -.- yeah. stars stars starrs! the swatch de. ohman. damn nice laa.

our sch bought new sound system and everything. cool. heh. kinda xian lar. ermmm. not much crowd. reached sch quite early. then received the bloody wuliao sms frm stupid hy and i called him and he was being uber lame and acting DUMB. like obviously. whats up with the darlings and muacks and dears man. insane dude.

saw quite a no of familiar faces! caster! gan lao! xDDDDDDD saw ganlao early in the morning la. ahha. was grinning to him can? lol. and mrseansee was being funny lar. -.- haha. kopi soh cut her hair. become so camp-trainer-ish lar. hmmmmm. saw all the party team-ers. haha! happy happy!!

left the happy couple alone as i dragged all my juniors down to the canteen. WAHAHAS.

it rained. walked in the rain with fanny. cold! brrr. met this teeko uncle lar. at the bridge. he was like. transparent arh! -.- wth? err. froze in the bus. waited for a bloody long time for siong aik and gang. like super long la. yeah. shiver shiver shiver. chatter. my fingernails turned purple o.O fanny was like omg-ing. but yeah. cold lar. walked arnd walked arnd. went into the snoopy house thingy! cool la. got big comics to read. hehe.

jp got x`mas tree. =D whoaaa. i want go orchard at night see all the x`mas decos. so pretty. and all the lights. stars. snowflakes. whoaaa. nice can?

hmmms. they finally came after god noes how long. nearly died waiting. hmmm. wei jie came too. o.O they went comic connection la. magic -.- xian. nfs! saw the black de lehs aaron! haha. stoned there for quite some time.. then went mac. xian. i ate le what. zzzzz. stone stone stone. was still cold lar.

mok suggested i go see doc o.O sj de lehs. omggg. haha.

went home arnd 7.30 lyk that.. zhiwei waited cos i wanted to get the next bus -.- arhh. talked and talked. hmm. i got eeyore fone chain lehs. haha! the bus came. then went up. so dark le. bleahs. whatever lar. sat next to empty seat. but next stop got this beng-ish guy with super strong perfume sitting beside me. O.O yeah. crazy. got down at my stop. noone else walked the same way lar. the same path i mean. either direction. omgg. kinda freaked out cos i thought someone was behind me. but not la. -.- so dark. yeah. walked lor. then finally reached. relievedd? ok la.. i not so dan xiao la! kinda used to it le.. so yeahh.

BTW BTW BTW. i pulled sherwin`s tail. wait wait. ITS MINE. xD haha! yepp. mine! heh. long le. hmm. passed him his present la. then some of the bballers saw i think then suan him. but whatever. my tail my tail! lalalas. passed hb`s too. stupid zhu la. sorry i poked ur injury. didnt noe mahs. sorry.

enough blogging le. xian. im still feeling cold. =x

everything

2005-11-24T09:04:00.001+08:00

due to unforseen cirmustances, MY COM CRASHED. at this time. and all my photos gone le! arghs. but whatever. luckily i havent deleted them frm my camera yeah? so the china trip post may have to be delayedd. boo. and im not free too larh.

so.

a word to summarise china: FUN

unexpectedly. really. PARTY TEAM rocks! yeah. party party party! break the rules xD lol. without party team, the whole trip wouldnt be so fun and so crazy! yepp. late nights! fun! fun! and more fun! haha. after 10days together, this whole trip is whoooa. and i made frens and talked to them. like justin and quekster. haha. gosh la. practically woke them up every single day? yeahhh. and i made tea for justin can u blief it? and i discovered sth! cas will ONLY wake up to boyfren after a whole nite of thonning. LOL. it was great great fun lar. yeah.

the whole team:

the girls- cas huimin fanny me
the dudes- shaun justin zhiwei dylan

but we haf special names ;D

didnt party on the flight back. i slept =x crashed! knocked out! bleahs. but nvm. kind of xiasuay myself lar but whatever. o.O zzz. had hotcakes for breakfast whn i touched dwn.

oo. and did i say. 2 china guys asked for my no and i stupidly gave everything to them o.O oh crap. hope they wont call la!

then at night went to buy switch =D and watched harry potter and the goblet of fire. ok lar. was so tired can? i like the durmstrag entrance! super cool. the beauxbartons one was like ewwww. what butterflies? right? anyway the effects are damn nice. yeah. turned out really well. BUT alot parts are cut, combined and everything. and i think ron should have more screen time and hermione to act like herself! and dumbledore too. he became so fierce lor.

had fliming for 2days. KUNGFU with mingmin! LOL. funny larh. ehh. 200! haha! got scene in toilet but i left early =( boos. but nvm. ohhhhh yar. i had a near death experience! geez. at the gym? the weighlifting thing. unbalanced. then the whole thing crashed on my side and LUCKILY, i was holding the pole lar. if not sure hit my head le. then. O.O yeah lor.

ehh yeah. 2nd day filming lots of running and stuff. but fun right? damn funny. yeah.

and i caught the exorcism of emily rose! ok lar. not scary de. but alot of stuff that made u think if ur religious lo.. yeah. but the way the actress contort her body and control her facial expression is like WOO. pro. spooky. haha. hmmm. went home. and no, u are not following me. ok.. but that day was nice =D

zzz. i helped out my aunt at the fair. and on my 3rd day i saw aaron! wheeeeees. he looked stunned. but nvm. was boring and tiring. yeah. and ytd my cousin left early for her movie. then i dun feel well. bleahs. like have the urge to vomit and my stomach hurts. like its not gastric i think. but its not those normal ache too. wthh. so i just packed quicker and went home as fast as i can. right. floaty feeling.. the rest was in a blur bahs. now ok le? hope so.

errr. saw ur mms. =D

tried sleeping early ytd. think i did. =x i dunno! omgg.

oo and HY. stop suanning me lar. wth. and stop imitating that p6 girl pls. gets on my nerves yea? haha. ur fault that i cant be nicer to you! heh.

shall stop here. quite a long entry lee. tc ppl!

everything

2005-11-24T09:04:00.000+08:00

before shanghai trip

2005-11-08T15:08:00.000+08:00

final entry before im off to china! haha. =D so looking fwd to it la. yepp.

ytd.
had remedials AGAIN. maths and PHY. i survived la. bottom line.. but its still xian. yeah. was late? by like 15mins or so. cos i missed all my bus and mrt. boo. but mrpeh didnt start on time so its kinda okay. maths. done circular measure.. sucks. i dunno how to do la! seems so easy. haha.. but whatever. ended. canteen.. slacked abt with mok and gang before i went to find zhiwei cos he want let me eat pineapple. o.O weird bahs. and u noe sth? the pineapples are in rings. not small pieces like i thought la! stunned. i ate it btw. haha.. and itchy ate most of them lar.. -.-

waited for filming to start.. yepp. went quite smoothly.. some of the scenes very amusing. yeaa. got a feeling its gnna turn up great. hehe. shuangg. then winston zhiwei guanzhong acted as the 'bengs'. damn funny! haha. winston was like whoaaa. haha. anyway some freaks walked like the sch belonged to them. which sucked. duh. like wth? screw u lar. sit thr and stare. hope ur sth went wrong with ur eyes or sth. cos they stared too much. damn you. get a reality check yea? and stop acting oh-im-so-great. bet ur jealous whn i walked in with HIM. whatever. cmon lar. its just walking with hi. like. its an everyday thing. HAHA.

hmmm. zhiwei gave me magic dust =D and aaron still owes me icecream! haha. and yangping`s jealous cos noone wants to give him anything but they all qing-ed me. LOL. poor thing. anyway after filming had short itmc meeting to inform pro kias pheng heong and xiu wan abt the online meeting. itmc mahs. of course we use high technology what right? lol. anyway like some didnt contribute la. wth. o.O

had ji fan! sat with this auntie.. and ermm. not so nice la. =/

had so much to do before flying off yea? pia-ed itmc overall camp plan and proposal ytd. yeah. like the plan`s already 7 pages long and the font size is 12 btw. proposal too. slept damn late laa... and my di and guai junior pei-ed me. aww. so nice =) slept at like 3? cos i looked at the maths questions first. uhhuh. tired. and i kept yawning this morning!

woke up at 7.30 to do maths. but dunno how to do alot. =x reached sch. hmm... had maths. mrchia claimed its his last lesson with us. what is he trying to say? he leaving sch? hope not la..

oo yeaaaaaaa. NOW IM THE PROUD OWNER OF SHERWIN`S TAIL. he gave me ownership. LOL! lalalas. shuang larr. haha! and i pulled it today. BUT he piak-ed my head o.O stupid lehs.

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some shoutouts before i go:

aaron` oi! =D haha! transporter 2~ lalalas. congrats congrats! u got into the cls u wanted! haha. nicee. and like what i said, u can ask me anything u want. yepp. hehe. wil help u if i can la.. but my results is like -.- lols. tc!

carol` dunno if ur gnna read this but hmm haf fun at the chalet? take lots of pics yea! and tc when ur in taiwan. yeahh.

wanqing` im sure of what i said to u ytd. yeah. not together. really. haha..

fanny*bleep* ` LOL. ok ok. kidding lar. haha! gnna spend 10days with u! haha. watch movies =D

hannbin` OI. stop tying the sweet de paper roll arnd ur head pls. u look like ur wearing a hairband. and btw, i want to call it quits.

zhiwei` didnt see u today. oh wells. gnna see u tonight and the 10 days anyway. my di XD haha.. hmmm. bring enough long pants? and stop fretting over how u look in them la. u look okay. really.

ziyi` arghs. 10days with u too. lol. pls pls pls dun fight with fanny even thought im sleeping in the same rm with her yea. still teng u loads too. but since shes the missus i have to teng her more! ;) lol. jk jk. tc la. and dun forget ur stuff..

mingmin` helo! dun think ur gnna see this but congrats too! u got into the stream u wanted. and ur going to 3o3! haha. hope ur cls is gonna be a fun cls okies? and jiayou for future filmings. sorry cant pei u leee. u have yp. LOL.

mok aik itchy soon jarrel` takecares la. c you all for seoul gardem the day i come back okies?

SUNTEC.

2005-11-05T22:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOK. OUXIANG! =))

hmm. friday was last lesson for mrslip. kinda sad lar.. shes a gd teacher. yeah. but mrsong is better. haha.. lnard`s reaction was funny. he dun like twinkletwinkle. lols. hmm.. bio was ok. phy was uber xian but the instrument is cool. yeah mrpeh they gave u blue color thingy for the manometer. he seems so excited la. then everyone leng diao. haha.. qiong-ed home. i wanted to go get sth frm gekpoh mahs. so took straight bus. then i thought i got lost cos damn long liao. but didnt. summore got white and greeen plate same no. -.- haha. but whatever. i got home...

went out today! like finally! yea. with fanny. actually i think i wont wake up if she nv sms me lar.. haha! was gathering stuff for the trip and i lost track of time lar. =/ then thought i gnna be late de. but no.. heng. otherwise fanny will holler at me. boos. took bus to suntec. haha.. walked arnd. yeah. then i bought alot alot alot of food!

1) loaker =D my food frm young.. yeaaa. lols.
2) nimms2 -omg i love this. haha!
3) timeout chocelettes -chocs!woos.
4) kid-o -okay dun laugh yeaa.
5) maltesers -whoaa. i gave them to siongaik soon itchy and jarrel le.
6) pocky.- of course its strawberry laa.
7) some swirly fruit sweet thingy -looks interesting mahs.

AND I BOUGHT THIS VCD: blade trinity. ITS NC OkAYYYYYY. haha! =D should be nice. watched the first sequel le but didnt catch this one. woos. must be nice yeah? haha. then very heavy lar! omggg. buy so much stuff. and did u noe that carrefour dun have jay`s novemeber chopin! O.O wanted to buy de. bleahs.

didnt get any long sleeved tops. im probably gonna freeze and get frostbite there lar. -.- crappppp.

went to the exhibition hall to ermm visit the usual ppl and my di =D haha. we thought how come exhibition need npcc do marshall. and found out its on road safety. damn funny! saw jarrel they all. they directing those kids on the ermm 'cars'. haha! the kids always wrong lane. then got this boyboy start then he qiongggggggg lehs. omg. speed. haha. gave them maltesers. cos they like so xian lar. shocked to see us lor. lols. jipeng also. zhiwei also.. haha... the ride costs $3 and jarrel was promoting them to us. and the cup noodles. 5 for $1 -.-

went marina. so biggg. and new. -.- issit? dunno lar. whatever. haha. then wanted to buy drinks de so go 7-11. then slurpie de flavours not nice de. so went buy bottled de. then when i opened the fridge, i didnt realise gt someone stocking the drinks frm INSIDE la. o.O shock me. then i was like. omgg. theres someone inside. then he slammed the drinks. 0.O think hes mad at me. bleahs. and fanny kept laughing lar. lol.. had snapple. frm the bottle cap`s fact: all porcupines float in water. whoa. didnt noe tht laa.

tried getting to the busstop but its the wrong one. no 97 no 502. crazy. walked walked walked. also dun have. we crossed the roads like crazy. and fanny, pls dun stone on the road, its dangerous. -.- haha.. then we sorta 'get lost'. yeah. xiao right. stop laughing already lar. walked walked walked. walked for like sooooo long. then we see this stop with 14. took it to somewhere near sing plaza. then we switched to 502 which only came after 415989686347520127354790 ins. my legs nearly broke after the bus came lar! so long.. zzz. ny the time i reached boon lay its already 7.45. madness..

qiong-ed home. so late le. so dark. then always noone. then the stupid lamppost de lamp spoil or whatever so its dark. -.- zzz. finally reach le. yeah.. then i didnt see zhiwei`s sms. sorry. sorry. sorry! o.O and didnt hear his call either. cos the fone is muffled. then fanny called my hse to see if i reached safely or not. yea lor. i did la.. and eating mi fen summore. sorrrrry. really sorry k. dun worry la. im ok. =) yea.. sorry.

kbox

2005-11-03T22:34:00.000+08:00

woke up late. went out with 6u peeps. wenjian was in pink. woos. ok lar.. went kbox in the end. then i was rather ok de but then cos they start singing all the sad songs esp an jing then i was like =/ sad lar. boos. whatever. go with siong aik ziyi itchy soon MOK (ouxiang) jarrel they all more fun lar.

tio scolded by my aunt which wasnt my fault. damn la.. dun care le.

asshole. u dun have the guts.

I HATE YOU.

2005-11-01T12:18:00.000+08:00

DAMN YOU. ASSHOLE. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bloody hell. can u shut the hell up. can u? leave me alone. after knowing i tried so hard and yet U FREAKING DECEIVED ME AGAIN AND AGAIN, i guess i know how brittle friendship is. yeah. and ours if halfway gone anyway. u only came when u needed me. now i think i should walk out and give u a damn taste of how it feels like.. wouldnt it be nice? let u know how much it hurts. whatever.

wth.

and i thought it was okay. haha. naive.

damn you. u ruined my mood. and i was happy for a week or so without any tantrums or anything. and u freaking ruined it. asshole.

im not relying on u. trust me. not anymore.

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zhiwei. maybe ur nt gonna read this but thanks for like trying to make me happy and stuff.. yeah.. dunno la. hais.. dun ask why..

wenda`s bdae

2005-10-29T23:16:00.000+08:00

i slept throughout the entire day in my bro`s freezing rm la. damn shuang but very very cold.. haha.. then helped my bro packed his stuff. cos hes going back tmr mahs. and the roses thorns poked me -.- pain. hmms.

ytd was the last day of sch. lots of ppl didnt come. shouldnt have come too lar.. waste time. somemore the nite before i had fever cos of my injection and my temp kept going up and dwn. crap. slept before recess while listening to music. and fanny woke me up! haha. thanks lar. but i very sleepy.. went for recess then me and fanny go see mssaw for her report bk. chatted awhile thn went back cls. distribution of hw. =/ xian lar. watched ppl play stress. eg cas. i see her play damn pek chek lar. o.O want die le. haha.. then sat at the back of clsrm with tilted chairs. damn nice feeling. lols. like floating =D

closure assembly. want die le. head pain. then decided to go control rm to have some erm. fresher ai and peace. haha. but so not lar! the control rm. -shakes head. aaron and liwen packing the cupboard. =) guai. haha.. after that we sat outside la. then watched the presentation. hmms. then we kept talking. and i kept desiao-ing weesiang cos he dun smile! haha.

then aaron who scared ppl tickle him or poke him damn funny lar. he kena bullied by me and liwen cos we kept trying to poke him. i tried writing on his hand. but failed. so i wrote on his palm. and he kept writhing! omg lar. im not writing with a knife lar. haha. and i drew a smiley face on his finger. HAHA! and we koped his shoelaces. and he still writhe arnd. i dun want return him and he gave the im-so-kelian face. lol.. liwen noes lar. haha. we tried poking him like all the way? throughout assembly. thn i wrote on his shoes. =D -smiles. hehe. damn fun! alot ppl say gt sth wrong lo! but no! we r just playing. heh. poke poke poke.

went 3o9 find usuall ppl. SIONG AIK HAS GT A BANDAGE. omgg. i shocked la.. so dan xin. yepp. then their clsrm very clean. oo and he doesnt want to go see doc la. initially he went.. sprain wrist. heng heng. went central.. met aaron again. before tht we kept bumping to skj sherwin and jim. so i kept saying bye. haha! funny.

ermm. saw superstar sinhuey. went home. bought cake. saw the guy-girl or girl-girl again lar! omgg. shocked. haha.

at night celebrated wenda`s bdae! had cake and everything. =D had pics. then hmmmmm. did the thingy for her la. until arnd 1.30 haha. until damn tired. but its done anyway. =D kinda satisfied with the results..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDA!

im scared.

2nd last day of sch

2005-10-27T21:51:00.000+08:00

MY DI SHOUTED COMMAND TODAY! and mrslim dun want let him shout keluar baris lar. haha. then he very ghek.. lols.

school was xian. no lessons for the entire day except last two. more like home periods actually. and i guessed correctly, msSaw came instead of mrslip. talked abt bird flu (niao bing!!). class discussions. whn she ask what to do to be socially responsible, leonard was like. burn the chickens. funny lar! then someone said cook the chicken. lols. played uno games the whole day lar.

my hand stil pain! omg lar. stupid bird flu can? wth. sore. numb. ee. dun like.. zzz. but have to lar. so bo bian. =x gah. zhiwei di gave me magic dust today! haha. had to trouble him to send up to my cls cos i was lazy to go dwn take frm him. whoaa. so nice right? lol. after sch i went find aaron cos he told me abt his results. then found out we same average! to the dec point lar. omg. haha. hes such a pro kia can? noe how to play so many instruments. =/ zi bei. hmms. slacked in cls with di and ziyi. waiting for time to pass. then i think that sit at the back of cls can lean back to the wall and balance damn nice. lol. ok ok.

time passes and hafta go take bus le. ooo. and suay-edly i met an asshole. hur. whatever la. haha.. met him. thought i was being dao. zzz. stupid yeah? ok lar. took the bus and reached. supposedly came to see him play bball de. yeah. met 5 gay faces! wth-.- 2 his friend la. me and ziyi tried guessing they sec what and birthday in which mth. and i guessed both correctly! woos. haha. zhun right.

took bus. at the busstop met another. then on the bus also. dunno girl or guy can? if guy then is super girlish. if girl its like. she so man? her pants was gonna drop. or sth. he/she was wearing pants. and i discovered that their jc can wear pants de. WOO. so maybe is girl. then les la. they were like showing affections for each other? haha. zz. me and ziyi was like O.O omg.

anyway we got our report bk today. blah. disappointing? bloody asshole. samuel stop gloating yeah? IF i passed my amaths I WOULD HAVE WON U HANDS DOWN U ASS. and my aunt was like complainig my results dropped. wth. the remarks says im consistent in my work this term lor. crap. oo and we got the cls pics.

3days.

2005-10-26T20:07:00.000+08:00

hmm..

monday.

had excursion.. rather enlightening? hahas. yeah.. then we had special assembly. watched cool short films by royston tan. heh. cool la.. damn nice. yepp.. there was this film called the careless whisper. and patrick khoo frm SI really starred in it. and U NOE STH. he came and sing to us! lol. james blunt`s beautiful. nice lar. hes not THAT SOFT. admired his courage..

tuesday.

boring. xian xian xian. kept playing card games with ppl. had to stay back for filming. and i freaking walked frm sch to clementi ave 5 and back to central. how tiring is tht? very. o.O my legs were gonna break and i reached home at 10sth. blearghs.

wednesday.

no lessons 'cept phy. went thru the paper. yeah. then xian lar. after sch went to clinic for jab and foyang pei-ed me. nice tofu. pain lar can? -.- actually its quite ok. but i kind of freaked out whn the nurse took out one whole box of syringes filled with the vaccination. O.O so i asked the doc how many jabs. heng he said 1 man.. haha. ohh and he took my blood pressure using the manual one la. and i keep wanting to laugh. amusing?

NOW MY LEFT ARM CANT MOVE MUCH. DAMN DAMN DAMN. kind of numb. and pain? haha. zzzz. shall ren or sth.

oo and i had magic dust delivery today even though it wasnt that efficient. lol.

TEEKO at jss

2005-10-23T20:55:00.000+08:00

hmms. got the pic frm deviantart. chio right? i think its magical.. yepp. dunno why. haha.. and the light creates the nice effect.

saturday.

slacked at home. woke up arnd 11. haha.. then xian xian. watched pimp my ride and wanna come in. after tht i slept.. frm arnd 4 to 5.30. hahas. woke up. cos i had to go for sch dinner at jss. yeah. and i so didnt wanna go la! dunno everyone =/ bleahs. but i had to. saw zhong xian as usual. but didnt say hi cos think we didnt see each other at the same time.. the food is =x not nice. 2 soups leh. xiao. and abalone with achar? weird right.. thai style. thenn went home. or decided to.

this uncle who was sitting at the table behind us was asking me to sit beside him? wth? i was like no. then tried walking off. uhhhuh. then waited at the back of the hall for my cousin.. yepp. and he came! omggg. he ask me why nv sit dwn. what shit right? he ask me how i noe the teacher.. cos its a retirement dinner. then i was like. i dunno him. =x cos not frm there mahs. he ask how come i go to the dinner. so i kinda just walked off? zzz. o.O weirdo. teeko?

drive through -looks at jarrel. had apple pie cos the dinner is so not filling! went home. get online. slept.

sunday.

woke up at 11 AGAIN. cos was up talking mahs. yeah.. watched tv. had my brunch. stoned. watched vcds... and i went to buy magic dust! haha. crap... bought twisties for my bro too. and i think he finished it already. now im freezing. for no damn reason. =/ omg la. how to go shanghai like that right? zzz. and its not like im not wearing enough clothes. uhh yeah.

dinner outside. went home. here i am.. tmr got sch excursion while higher cl students slogged. LOL.

YEAH!

2005-10-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

its 11 and im already tired. want to sleep le. o.O but i promised hy im gonna call him =x hahas. had the YEAH! thingy today.. meet fanny and xiaowei for breakfast. had hotcakes! and to my horror, i discovered there`s no more badtz maru le. aww. damn sad lar. was super shocked. then we ate and went to sch first cos we have to get blazers. overall in charge mahs. haha.. reached sch. did everything. then took the bus.

the oics are: me fanny xiaowei zhiwei weijie. yeahh. cool? the blazers are like. o.O damn stuffy? hot and cold at the same time wors. not nice.. very busy can?? seems like me and fanny are the only oics who slogged and did everything with the rest instead of overseeing the whole process. yeah. but kind of okay. hmms. schs began to arrive.. rv arrived. what crap. and i saw boyuan -.- oh mannn. he was stunned bahs. and he kept saying hi and saying my name. thanks for intro-ing such a nice friend to me yeah hy -.- lol. they had red blazers leh! haha... then all the other sch came in. this dude frm btpanjang didnt want to move up when i asked him to can? walao... dao lar. i didnt dao ppl today la. only sometimes nv smile when they smile. uhhhhhhuh. OOH AND I SAW SOMEONE`s STEAD. HAHA! and she kept staring but nvm. lol. amusing.

watched the performance cos adelina allowed us to =D nice nice! shes damn nice lar. thought she very fierce at first but no! the dance item rocks la. so nice! oh mann. haha. then the rap. whoa lo.. syahir and shuyi`s performance is almost flawless except for the fact syahir's pluck flew. literally flew.. cos he played too hard. haha. when end le he was trying to look for it. lol. funny. and shuyi`s voice damn damn nice. and syahir is a guiitar pro!

after doing everything, me fanny and wei met syahir and got his fone no? lol. he trusted us with his fone. whoaas. haha. then got shuyi`s no. and fanny apparrently xia suayed herself in front of the OTHER shuyi. lol.. and syahir is nice. yeahh. we sms-ed him bahs. uhhuh.

went bukit panjang plaza for dinner. with usual peeps plus LIM zhiwei and weijie. =)) haha. the place is super wulu lar. and i didnt noe how to go home but i noe how i can walk home? as in if i have a car i noe where i have to go. yeah. then walked to the far far busstop with gong and di. waited and waited and waited for 174. finally came lar. and di kindly waited until my bus came then he left wors. so nice right? oh yarr. thanks for the magic dust =D haha.. i nearly fell when the bus braked cos i was trying to sit dwn. omg la. must be due to my dumb inertia i decided to move front cos i wanted to sit at the opp direction de. o.O zzz. damn long.

pei-ed my aunt shop for shoes whn i reached boon lay. waited for the bus le then i see her sms. -.- damn tired la. kept yawning. boos. haha.. then here am i? after showering. BLOODY TIRED.

ngee ann poly briefing.

2005-10-20T22:24:00.000+08:00

results.

got back most of our results le.. ytd. yeah. then some very disappointing lar. like ss.. zzz. passed by 1m? crap. heng my history pulled me up.. so combined humanes was 60/100. uhhhuh. still lan la. my humanes was one of my stronger subs. now like that. what shit. =x then english 32/50. im happy and satisfied with my summary! haha. 20/25 =D not bad ehhs. pulled up alot.. hmms. chn results damn sucky. my zuo wen li ti! arghhs.. ok la. but i think for li ti quite high le. 23/50. MY PAPER FAILED LIKE XIAO though.. really. that wo niu lar. >.<>.< arghs. thats all? yeah.

today.

kinda xian. no no. is very xian. had some health talk on stds -.- they played this uber lame game and aj mass participate. haha.. funny. then recess.. after that maths. 3 periods. xiao xiao. did matrices! can do lehs. lol.. english mdmzuraida didnt come to cls. last 2 periods chem let us watch march of the penguins. nice mrsee. he was like.. u all today dun want do work right? duh. but he say nxt week continue lesson. aw.. anyway i fell asleep halfway through la. damn tired mahs. froze summore. it rained =/ yeah. so sad i missed like part of it. but i saw the penguin headbutting another penguin`s ass. lol.. damn funny. everyone laughed? yeah.. tired tired.

actually can go for the stupid dictionary test another day de. but float says no. zzz. stupid la.. haiz.. then me fanny xiaowei went in the end. laughed like shit at the pronounciation! super funny. lol.. really really! haha..

waited for papachia. waited and waited. get going. jasmine and gladys are emcees. then saw this 2 bukitpajanghigh ppl. pro kias. made a song on yeah! and sang it. shes got a nice voice man.. and the dude's damn talented. uhhuh. left after briefing and gladys. had dinner. cruised arnd hollandv like xiao.. and papachia is dead funny. hes bent on treeating us to dinner. had dinner at pizzahut then he sent us home. yeah...

im freezing.

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how do u noe that i dont care? the fact is that u didnt let anyone care.. not like ppl doesnt want to care. dun want to talk jiu suan le. im not forcing you.. and i ~~wont~~ care anymore.

ppl get hurt cos they cared. im not gonna be hurt again.

somehow, i think i cant do it.

sva filming

2005-10-18T23:19:00.000+08:00

got back some of the papers. disappointing la.. failed amaths. =x ss failing rate 40sth percent. chem 50sth leh. >.< die le die le. oh man.. zz. yar yar. oo. i broke my fork during recess. sat with mok and gang. and the other zhiwei and yp.. damn funny la. haha..

stayed back after sch. must wait until 6.30? and fanny had cca. and she croaked and zhao xia the whole day. haha.. ke lian.. aaron pang seh! he went home.. but found out why le. hmms. and he owed me sth! haha. then stoned outside np rm with mok and soon and siongaik. played bluff with magic cards. lol.. nice nice! i won! hees. before that i helped mok summon leh. and froze soon lar.. all crap but its cool. lol.. play play play. until arnd 5sth? yp came back frm his um. date. they went change at arnd 6plus. late. and found out we needed hair gel and wax. uhhhuh. so i went ask hb cos he always has them in his locker. haha. now they are in my bag -.-

filming was funny. this auntie was like dead amusing. haha. lots of ppl watched. yeah.. not bad la.. not much ngs. yeah.. i was the welfare and yp said i was like the manager. walked far to the playgrnd.. hmms. ran quite smoothly. though it ended rather late. tired. and lost of mosquito bites. and there were cockroaches on my bus. like wth? i didnt dare to sit near the window. cos they always crawl on the freaking wall. >.< what crap.

sometimes i wonder, why do i bother pretending?

now i feel super confused.. nowhere to go..

mariott hotel buffet

2005-10-17T21:40:00.000+08:00

today today today. i went to mariott hotel for lunch. buffet? whoa. like damn nice la. hahas. actually the food is like above average but the dessert is super WHOA.. looks appetising and is super super super NICE. uber. i was eating lots. haha. tried all the cakes.. mms. the tiramisu is not bad. haha. the cheesecake is very cheesy. too much cheese? but still nice la.. the purple one nicest! lol. okay.. then there was this uncle sitting at the next table. think hes got connections or sth la. cos he noe all the waiters and waitresses. and the manager. woos. and he talked to me? lol.. nice la. hes nice. yeah.

ehh. then. ummm. went to concourse. so wulu place. -.- xian. then went home. still feeling bloated frm all the cakes. haha.

i have shooting tmr frm 6.30pm.. awwww. dunno what im gonna do in the meantime? haiz.

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zzz. i still dont know to tell you, even though there are lots to tell.. yeah. i dunno. =/ are we gonna end up like this? hope not.

5am 5am 5am

2005-10-16T22:15:00.000+08:00

didnt sleep until arnd 5am ytd -.- aaron, i owe u another one le. haha. zzz. u pei-ed me draw until like 1.30am la.. yeah. nice. thanks. and do cheerup! tired. sleepy. head spinsss. arghs. what crap.

went jp with mum and weicheng that TALL FREAK claims he saw me. -.- get gloves for my trip and everything. then at the winter time shop waiting for u was playing la. walao. its like.. so wth? im trying to forget what just happened and u bloody reminded me. shit.

it rained. drenched a lil. went home and was like super dizzy and everything. ummm. zhiwei! take care lahs.. must tell me everything yeah? and must be more kai xin.. dun so lonely le..

ohh yar. hannbin and fanny, the end note at the previous entry and this wasnt for u all. yeah. hb- u stil rock, dude. affair- darling, u go girl. haha. no doubt abt u lah. u're always there. hahas. tc tc.

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what to say? u changed.. u may not noe it. but u did.. used to care so much. now couldnt care less. haha.

crap day

2005-10-15T22:41:00.000+08:00

friday.

had cca. so totally didnt feel like going sch la.. but must go cca. sva mahs.. yeah. met all the actresses today. planned things out and everything le. hope its alright bahs.. then during phy mryeo came see me and huifen abt the trip. he saved us la.. bloody xian lesson. =/ then the 3 of us talked a lot lo.. yeah..

waited for an hour for the bloody briefing.. talked with zhiwei (lim). my di. haha.. ok la.. he said i looked xian. and i found out we ate the same lolli on friday! same flavour somemore leh. damn shocked whn yangping told me la.. then he was like.. no wonder ur zhiwei`s sis. haha. funny.. amusing? hmms. then also found out we are quite alike in some ways.. uhhuh. and aaron ran off before i can pass him the lolli i owed him o.O oh yar! zhiwei`s vice for np. woos. not bad not bad. haha. pro laa.

the briefing was. erm. enlightening. and china wasnt as china-ish as i thought.. hmms.

saturday.

went jp with my mum.. bought some clothes and jeans for the trip.. uhh. then went home. rather xian actually. was yawning the whole time. no idea why. dun feel well and everything.. sumtimes like the whole world is spinning round and round.. yeah. giddy =x

at night went imm with my mum, aunt and bro. had the dinner at thai food. was trying to enjoy the plain white rice.. and everything tastes bland cos i got no freaking appetite to begin with. lyk wth? at first it was okay. but it changed? hah. so i wasnt enjoying everything.. super shity. the food was NICE. usually. no mood.. thats why that ee, dun wanna eat feeling bahs.

went home. put on a facade. and crapped. end?

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u noe sth? i used to feel safe arnd u. like really.. i used to feel like nth would happen to me by just talking to u and hanging out with u and stuff. but now? i dunno. think everything has changed. and its not a lil. its like the whole thing took a turn around and turned against me. i have no idea what changed.. and i don`t want it to stay this way otherwise my life is gonna be hell. i can tell u that. doubt u will read this. doubt u will even noe im talking about u. the distance between us? its getting bigger.. a lot bigger than u think.

2005-10-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

went town for 3 days in a row. except today.. went city hall and bugis today. lost the mood to blog. uhhuh.

ytd was my bro`s bdae. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

doubt hes gonna see this anyway. yeah. sch was xian. maths is stupid la. noones listening la. -.- zzz.

i really dun wanna blog le =/ BYE.

into the blue

2005-10-11T20:08:00.000+08:00

today went sch early in the morning for listening. this dumb 30mins exam la.. then half the sch was gone o.O lol.. damn pathetic. at 3.9`s line mok was all alone and he was grinning to himself. lol.. cos soon itchy aik and jarrel were at the flagpole there mahs. yeah. the listening was stupid and a waste of time.. nearly wanted to go sleep la. =x zzz. watever. lol..

after that went for breakfast at mac. had hotcakes. yay. haha.. then went off to library with ziyi after fanny and jarrel left. yepp. slacked. stoned. then i started drawing. ok ok not drawing.. more like sketching. cos was so so bored. changed and went to cck. discovered we went there to meet pris, not watching movie there. O.O

after the um. not very long 45mins busride (according to aaron apparently), we finally reached. had lunch and we went to cine. caught into the blue =/ it wasnt so nice.. aww. kinda like a let down cos the trailer seems nice. but its boring. after 1 hour i thought it was xian. and theres lots of snogging. and aaron was ee-ing. o.o haha.. cool la. love the sea! super nice and super blue. never seen such a blue sea. really..

decided to eat icecream. settled at this super nice and posh cafe. maestro bistro or sth. that 'cafe' on 2nd level with nicee seats. haha. then this dude.. the waiter la. he kept staring at us. me and aaron had double scoops! wooos. jasmine and pris had this fruit thingy. like why on earth would u get fruits? O.o weird la.. i had triple chocolate and mint. the triple was really mmm. sinful indulgence i tell you. aaron had cookies&cream and raspberry bahs. think so.. we were laughing arnd again. lol.. after exams mah. haha. upon observation, we think that nick likes aaron wor! haha.. damn funny. walked past the cafe a few times and he didnt want look at us? maybe cos hes pissed with aaron la.. haha..

take some neoprints then went home. took mrt. then i took bus. damn sleepy and tired.. nodded off to sleep on the bus larh. oh man..

today was FUN!

the bloody showerhead dropped on me again! wth.

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shoutouts-

yunian- take care wors. ur leg. dunno how u play water until sprain ur ankle la.. and we ended paper at 8.15 today while u all stone for homeecons THEORY. haha.. tc loads.

aaron pris jasmine- we had fun! =D must do it again some other time.. lol. and pris: U MUST EAT THE WHOLE PLATE OF RICE NEXT TIME. omgg la. u call that eating? nuts. aaron: go jio nick! dun want xiangggonggong liao la.. think hes marrried leh. lol..

end eoy!

2005-10-10T21:56:00.000+08:00

END PAPER! END END END EOY LE! wooooosss. damn kai xin! even though i screwed up physics super badly and everything. but whatever. end le. awww. finally. waiting for this day very long le. yeah. haha.. early in the morning was qiong-ing la. trying to cram whatever i could. yepp. then flag raising. u all can ask fanny. was nearly hyperventilating? i was leaning against her and think im gonna faint. my head starts spinning and i wanna puke. omg la. nervous disorder? o.O damn cham.. lol..

start exam. do do do. feel like my teeth gonna drop out. dunno why. maybe cos at night i dreamt that i cant do resultant force? nightmare.. >.< it came out. inertia came out too. uhhuh. nvm. dun care dun care. end le. lol.. was like. whoaaaa end end end. screamsss. lol.

went have breakfast. brunch. at bk with fanny and jarrel. end up laughing like xiao la. over no damn reason. like keep laughing. and i cant eat my food properly cos jarrel made me laugh and the song playing was helping either. yeah. think cos finally after exam le? then everybody sorta can relax le.. went walk arnd at heeren. saw aud michelle eewen and sophiana. walk walk.. with jarrel in tow. lol.. pei-ed him to go renew hi popular card and he went home.

me and fanny continued. yeah. like just keep walking. then xian le. deperately trying to find starbucks to drink sth. . finally found it. qing-ed her frapuccino =D took bus. talked and crapped about. was laughing arnd again.

think i have gone mad. and my results will be like crap. like. tadah. stop trying to convince me its gonna be gd and im gonna do well cos im not gonna! ARGHS. crap. whatever.

tmr listening. hmms. xian. bring pencil and eraser can le. and im going out! with aaron and pris! haha. before that im gonna have hotcakes. I DONT CARE. lol..

AND DID U WATCH YAOLIE TODAY? he became gd okay! whoa. shuai! haha. -jarrel stop mo long-ing! AWww. damn sweet yeah? then happy ending! yay. after tht the pao ba yi ren also got him wor! and hes like omg de so cute! XDXD cute cute! he run damn cute lar. omg. they were like cuirr pengrr -ing cos hes frm china? lol.. <3 yaolie!

PHY SUCKS.

2005-10-09T21:42:00.000+08:00

phy sucks. fact fact fact fact. im dying studying physics. crap. damn hard la. nice nice zhiwei di offered to help if i got and questions. then can ask him. which i did. now he must think im this bloody retard la. ask stupid questions and everything.

i hate phy. can i just hand in blank paper? >.< think the teacher will go balistic. oh man. i cant fail la. my ct2 bad enough le..

my mum`s here =D

newton law doesnt make sense to me.

amaths killer paper

2005-10-07T20:52:00.000+08:00

announcements!

2o9: hey u guys want a bbq or sth? on one of the holidays schoolday! yeah.. mass conversation =DD and whos taking care of chalet?

anyone: theres a soccer match on tuesday after mt paper3! woos. theres the nh all stars and aj! yay. go support 2o9ners! jianchi jingshen lol..

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WTH. the amaths paper was SUPER TOUGH. like. walao.. damn hard la.. whoever said it was easy, ur insane man. uhhuh. the paper doesnt look like its been revised 4 times to make it easier for us. its not even easy can! o.O crap la. sure fail. and functions came out.. alot! alot alot alot. and even mok says the questions he nv see before one. he said the paper`s rather hard. walao. and he no confident get very gd la. but hes sure to pass.. anyway, hope the sch lowers dwn the passing grade la. otherwise we mass fail -kallang waves

after sch fanny hafta meet her sis. i need to go destress! haha. after the uber shit paper and everything.. kinda depressing. so went to find the usual peeps. everyone went. uhh with the exception of ziyi of course. then siong aik joined us later. wah tuck and peiliang came too. halfway while walking everyone got pissed at that asshole. jarrel went 'missing'. me and itchy went ginza first. found him. haha. then we went to hide xD lol. the whole thing was super funny la. the we made mok join us. then he went off to get soon. then left us 2o9 de nia.. haha. camped at mac. ate.. talk crap. laughed like crazy people and think abt those a year ago times and the banana bacons! and the green apples! and alot la. haha. hmms.

went comic shop! jarrel borrowed la bi xiao xin -.- lol. amusing. soon borrowed the 3 kingdoms anime! woos. haha.. waited for siong aik then he came. after his 2.5hours geog. energy draining man. he was telling us abt ermm the conditions of his clsmate during the test. super funny la.. yepp. decided to go westcoast. walked there. went climb the pyramid! haha. everyone did. and soon climbed backwards o.o pro! yeah. climbed quite a few times.. there were ppl playing amazing race -.- and they climb pyramid got stratergy one. then how come they are sooo slow anyway? haha. ok.. after tht we went mac. saw the chicken little ads on the mTv or sth la. cute. looked at siongaik`s paper. wth. all like essay de la. o.O

went home. walked to the 189 stop with soon. hmms. thought we missed the bus but another one came! aaw. =D haha. reached boonlay. met phiona! she takes the same bus as me. whoaa. and i took so long to realise la. ohh man. she was telling me her cls not fun =x slept.

my fone`s dead! no batt! >.< my charger not with me summore. oh man.. oooo and im creating a 2o9post soon. remininscing the past? definitely.

yaolie! xDDDDDD yizhi stop mo long-ing. think hes gonna be gd again! yay. haha.

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u dun have to try so hard to create a conversation. whats the point? its useless okay? it doesnt make any difference. does it ease the tension between us? no. does it make me feel better or not left out? no. NO. so quit it. now im beginning to wonder if i ever existed? doesnt seem that way.

YAO LIE

2005-10-06T18:34:00.000+08:00

THE GUY IM LOVING! lols. yao lie! haha.. here's some pics whr hes not in some cheena clothes. or with that big hair. looks normal la.. and shuai! hes got nice eyes. and nice hair. LOL. ok ok. take a look urselves lar.

2 more papers! woos woos. haha. damn shuang lar. the only nice thing whn u have two papers a day is its a breeze! but u have to qiong like xiao. duh. like 2 papers. ss and bio today? ss.. ok la. msng set de -.- i see all those sec2s NOT piaing lit so kai xin de. yepp. damn relaxed la. missed DAVID! not dawei pls! its david as in david on the book we used to play pingpong with. yar.. those sec2 days? long over. the present sec3? going to go and hello sec4. time really passes FAST. super. sch is like a routine.. hmm..

studied bio during reces.. and i was telling everyone who was listening that fish contain lots of proteins! and it came out! -claps. haha. pia pia pia. for 1hour or so.. the sec2s went back together with dbl-humanities students. dun suan us pls we suan u back tmr yeah? u all stay back after amaths while we go crazy cos we are left with one paper! haha! evil o.O hannbin was beside me and he kept shaking his leg la. then he shouted across the canteen : "WO HEN STRESS!" damn gao xiao la. received numerous stares frm ppl of course. but we laughed like noone business anyway. lol. demos on the ribcage then before we noe it, time`s up. went back to cls.. super nervous thanks to the stupid heart o.o i cant relate to myself how come the heart does all that la.. then start exam. i finished my mcq in 10mins flat and the whole paper in 1hour. o.O xiao la. i was like uber scared i missed out stuff? i think i did everything all too fast.. yeah. foyang was shocked cos he cant finish. so i kept like staring blankly and xian-ing before i decided to go sleep. then the invigilator asked me to check my work. so i did. many times? seconds ticked. then TADAH! end paper le.

after that this super fierce teacher with shrieky voice came. she was like na xie tu xu guan ren yuan (librarian) de tong xue! wei che! chu lai! LOL. sherwin was sniggering away. the whole thing`s a laugh. they havent attend cca in 3 years. only once or twice when shes breathin dwn their necks obviously. yeahh. lol..

walked to central with fanny and benjamin. -stares at jarrel. haha. then went jec to have ljs. after that i went library to get books. like its been super long since i touched one.. sounds so bookwormish. but whatever. yeah. borrowed a whole load of them..

>.< tmr`s amaths. oh man. OH and BTW. my di shouted command today! super loud.. lol.

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i`ve got lots of things to say to you. but sumtimes everything just seemed like they evaporated into thin air.

EMATHS PAPER 2.

2005-10-05T16:17:00.000+08:00

ytd was emaths paper1 and history. rather ok? for maths.. its like that la. left no blanks but sure mistakes here and there. yeah. and history.. didnt really like go memorise la. but i kind of predicted long march gonna come out and the United front.. dunno why i kept reading the stupid uf la. then it came out.. LOL. and long march too! so i went do seq before sbq.. SBQ i think die liao. damn hard?

did i say that on monday morning (sunday 'nite') i dreamt that some sadist person grabbed my hand and i just let him start slashing. ok not slash. more like cut my hand? my right hand.. then there were lots of lines and slashes or strokes. lots of blood and everything.. then dunno what happen le. o.O freaky. haha. but the eng passage abt skin cutting leh! O.O ok ok nvm.

todays paper: mt. and emaths paper 2. chinese.. DAMN HARD. like OMG. ok. wo niu! the passage was abt wo niu (snail) lah! bring snail go walk. its a xiang zheng lar obviously. then they asked what is the wo niu in the passage referring to. then i think its edwin.. he went to write its a ruan ke dong wu! hahas. funny lar. softshell! heard someone wrote wo niu is wo niu -.- lol... then still got alot of time left. express chn left first. then suan those higher chn de.. haha. so evil la.

then had break. didnt wanna eat so i went eat wangwang! lol. hmms. canteen`s empty. yeah. borrowed aaron's calculator cos i scored mine's gonna die on me. i havent change my batt since sec1 la.. worst case scenario. BEST thing that can happen to u in an exam. haha. it didnt. but the paper was super tough. mok`s teacher set it. walao. damn hard can? >.< i did both questions for last section! walao. waste my time la!! crap.

went eat lunch with hb. and dawei came and join us -.- oo. nth to say? uh yeah. didnt eat. cos i feel full =/ uh talk talk talk. abt sth that happened today. bloody ass. then went home? yeah. left 4 more papers! WOOS. hopes its passes soon. yeah. then can go out! yay.

EVERYONE! jiayou for last few papers!

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hb- eat more eat more! actually u eat a lot liao lar.. but nvm. haha. eat more! then can zhang gao! lol.. trust me right? hmms. gonna be 3years le! frm first day of sch till now. a milestone.. oh yar. im trying hard not to make be stuck in the middle again ok? im already making the damn effort..

aaron- helohelo! thanks for the calc. and i still screwed up la! =x hmms. go buy cinnamonroll! hehe.. go plan tuesday =D oh yar.. if u need help on art i can help! haha.

fanny- guess who i was stuck with?

COCKROACH!

2005-10-03T15:59:00.000+08:00

chem was a killer paper! aw man.. i look at the mcq questions already think i gonna die le. im right la.. tio thrashed! it was super super super hard. killed me. and i think a lot of other ppl- or so they claimed. and i did question 3a la! noone else did. ohman.. dylan says its ok to fail cos they gonna lower the passing grade to 10. proves sth: the paper is THAT HARD. after mugging ytd nite and recess. went dwn the drain la! so bai fei. cos im gonna fail? walao. die larh. english was ok.. sadist passage la. with the skin cutting and all.. 2nd passage was ok i guess. greek lehs! cool la. haha. read until damn kai xin.. lol..

HELLO I FREAKED OUT THIS MORNING. goes like this..

i was studying and reading chem.. discussing abt sodium sth. =x siongaik was opposite me.. then yizhi came along.

yizhi: i think got roach near sacha's leg.

siongaik: (mutters) ya ya.. then point point. *sth sth*

me: huh? what roach? cockroach ahs?

siongaik: ya ya.

me: OMG.

i jumped to the next bench and start yelling la! as in. like. yell? uhhuh. so freaked out. omgggg. it crawled underneath the bench ok! oh man. was like bloody close? i grabbed my chem bk and covered myself? attempted to at least. and failed.. miserably? ok ok. it was crap. stupid cockroach lar. freaked me out like hell. think it sucked out my chem memory or sth thats why im gonna fail =/ arghs. after seeing it and screaming i went dwn to parade square and everything. you noe.. then ITS STILL THERE! omg. i nearly fainted! was dodging it while yes, yelling again.. hate u lar! fanny was laughing her ass off. o.O heartbeat was super fast! scared mahs. oh man oh man. nvm.

walked to central with fanny and ah long. then ahlong got a fone call ask him go back sch; parents fetching see. so he walked back -.- so dumb yeah? LOL. then walked walked walked. nearing central.. aaron claimed he saw me! aww. didnt see u lar. then reached mac.. cos fanny's sis was waiting for her. uhhuh. honey o.O then both of us decided to go buy wangwang! and we walked back to ntuc. yepp. then saw aaron! before he saw me. haha.. then went buy.. walked back busstop. oh yar. while we walked to ntuc we saw people. and he umchio la. suay! met aaron again at the busstop? then he went off and i decided to take train cos i dun wanna risk meeting my bro or his erm. nice friends? =x

then here am i.. discussing abt chem with siongaik and skj. uhh and tmr's emaths paper1 and history!

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oh. now im beginning to wonder if its worth fighting? cos i dun think it made any difference.. we are still caught up in our own lives huh?

west coat park trip.

2005-10-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

i woke up late. cos fanny didnt give me a morning call. haha.. but still made it la.. woke up arnd 9? then went sch. qiong-ed there with fanny to discover jarrel woke up even later. LOL. school was kinda deserted except those 3.3 ones and some others. yepp. studied a lil. went find mrchia only to get complained by a-certain-someone so went find mrsee teach us chem instead! quite useful la.. and mrsee is quite nice to spend so much time explanining to us and writing everything so erm neatly according to him. but its super nice of him! yepp.

then we -me fanny jarrel, went to westcoast. its bloody hot. had lunch and everything. wanted to study but we cant cos its noisy. then went to the park there.. benches are super hot! climbed the pyramid! woos. jarrel was shaking like xiao la! LOL. didnt noe hes gonna chicken out. it bloody funny. his knees really start shaking wor! fanny was like humji la. haha. they didnt dare to go all the way up on 1st try. and fanny got stuck! haha. she doesnt dare to come dwn! damn funny.. flying fox.. me and jarrel got stuck in the middle cos there no momentum -.- then we went study.. yeah. awhile. then me and jarrel began reminscing in the 2.9 days. crazy and fun ppl.. miss them lots! those happy days. whats life now? utter crap. oh yar and we saw birds bathing at the small pool? do u call that a poll anyway? dunno. but they stood in one row and stick their head into the water... cute.

had 2nd go on pyramid. filled with angmoh kids. ahhs. and one called jarrel an idiot! lol!we started saying to hi to every single kid we met. they damn ke ai laa. all smiley face de. its childrens day! haha. everyone of us made it to the top! YAY!

mrchia came join us at arnd 5? he brought us go eat.. he used the wu gui thingy we bought for his seatbelt. so cute de! haha. he bought all of us fishballs and fishcakes. said they are titbits. lol.. had ice kachang too. and rojak. he made all of us eat. haha. nice la. thankss mrchia! dropped us at clementi.. hmms. then went jp to wait for my funky grandparents! yepp. then wait wait wait. xian =x haha. they came and we had dinner at siam kitchen! ok lar. walked arnd awhile with my bro.. and i got orcheh! its swollen. like pop ups -.- dunno how it gets there la. whatever. haha..

ohhh and i got cinnamonroll thingy! wahaha.

went home, showered, did bio eoy paper and here am i! gonna end. lucks for eoys!

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hb- ya la. pro la kkaes? but very bu xi guan see u shoot so gd.. lol. more used to u jumping arnd! haha. jump jump jum. go create gmail acct.. so can send u what u want! and u called me back ytd. nice surprise lar..

zhiwei- noe u cared lots. haha.. thanks for everything yeah. =D di!

crap post.

2005-09-30T22:11:00.000+08:00

today.. pe.. bio. went thru the tys questions. essay de.. damn long! omg. haha. then chinese! even though its just going thru the wb its kind of nice? haha. ganlao came in then he look at me gesture to me ask me go clean whiteboard -.- lol.. then me, fanny and jarrel were comparing how well we did at zhong he tian kong! haha. ben ren failed one! =/ awww. but i got highest for another one! haha. lame la.. then came recess.. and PHY. o.O think i cant make it. zzz. then cme.. wrote the reflections thingy.. maths. went thru papers as usual. nigel and peeps had wang wang war! mrpeh gave us de. lol.. OH YAR AND SHERWIN I WANNA KILL U LA. walao. nv hand in my maths file! and its like stuck in ur locker! walaoooooo. dun care u gonna treat me again. HAHA. wthh. my poor files. =x

stayed back study after sch. supposedly.. then mrsBlim came get everyone frm the courts to get out and go home study. funny lar. then i was like.. mrs lim. then she ask yes? then i tell her i saying hi and she waved to me. LOL. haha.. nice la.. mrslim rocks. then.. read some bio. after tht jipeng came! and zhiwei! haha.. didnt noe jipeng so gd at art yeah. damn chio. oh man. love the blue piece.. and he doesnt want to give me! argh. yunian came afterwards.. went home with him. haha. nice him took out his umbrella! crapped lots. and he met his friend at central and they were ohh-ing cos they thought im in sec 1 -.- crapped.. all the way till boonlay..

reached home... then watched the show.. yao lie. xD xD hahas.

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hb- hey. thanks for the shoot.. yeah. thought would go in de. but thanks. and sort of made my day nicer? lol..

aaron- haha. priscilla say u not guai leh. i promised u i wld sleep early today. lol.. its 10 now so still early.. yepp. anyway thanks thanks thanks loads for all those sms-es. yepp. those care and everything even though im supposed to be the one caring.. yeah. maybe u dunno but those sms-es cheered me up LOTS. =D

LIM zhiwei- ahh. jokes. haha.. thanks too la. 1 day le! heh.

EVERYONE- happy children`s day! all are young at hearts yeah? lol..

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u dunno how it feels putting on a facade every single day and go to sch everyday like ur happy; like nth is wrong; like anything couldnt be better; like everything is alrite. u don't know. fact.