Thursday, February 08, 2007,10:49 PM
haha. results day tmr. not nervous. not panicking. yet. i dunno lah.
hmm.
intending to start panicking 5seconds to getting my results slip. lol. hopefully i can okay. and no start worrying like tonight. and not sleep the whole night. haha.
okay.
i really dunno what im blogging abt. brain's almost dead. so freaking tired. barely slept ytd night. dont ask why.
blah.blahblah.....
revelation day. this and tht. not rlly emo. hmm. i think not much ppl cried? thank god. really. thought jj's gnna make us emo and all so tht we'll stay. haha.
hmm.
did things change already?
why?
damn.
tuamor.
Mi amor
I’m not sure of the right words to say
Maybe these simple words will do best to best explain
What I feel in my heart
What I feel more each day
How to make you see
How to let you know
How to say how to say how I love you so
With words you understand
Words that get right through to your heart
Here’s the place to start
Chorus:
Tu Amor, I will always be
Tu Amor, means the world to me
Esteras siempre en mi corazon
You’re the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor
Mi amor love you more with each look in your eyes
Maybe these simple words will do best to best describe
What I feel in my heart
What I’ll feel for all time
How to make you see
How to let you know
How to say how to say how
I need you
With words you understand
Words that get through to your soul
Words that will let you know
Chorus:
Tu Amor, I will always be
Tu Amor, means the world to me
Esteras siempre en mi corazon
You’re the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor
Bridge:
You’re the one thatI need in my arms
Believe me these words
I say are words that come straight from my heart
How do I make you believe
Nothing else means as much as what you mean to me
Chorus:
Tu Amor, I will always be
Tu Amor, means the world to me
Esteras siempre en mi corazon
You’re the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor
sweetest song. haha. will like die if zw sing it to me. (he did already. haha) yeah. so damn sweet right. lol.
lucks for tmr.
Wednesday, January 31, 2007,11:26 AM
haha. sick again. and it's only like. the first month of the year. been sick twice already. seems like 2007 isnt turning out to be a gd year.. been to the doc thrice. went once this morning. bloody gastric.. my aunt keeps insiting i dont eat. and i hate eating.
wth.
i love to eat okay. whn ur sick, naturally you wont have as big an appetite as whn ur not. and right. i dont eat tht much during dinner cos i either ate at school already before i went home or i dont feel like it.. cos its like. u eat alone. it's super super xian okay. eating dinner alone sucks. eating any meal alone sucks. thats why. you just dont get it lah.
being sick is ultimately horrible. i get cold all the time and have to wear a jacket close to 24-7. crazy. hmm. what to do.
zhiwei's sick too. in hospital now. visited yesterday after sch. made sure i forced myself to go sch. ahha. the usual ppl came too. with the exception of jarrel and weijie. yeah. kinda cool lah. got a chance to talk and stuff. miss hanging out with them.. realised i didnt see them all for so long already. haha. anyway. thanks guys for coming with me to see him :)
get well soon,okay.
***
u damn well make sure u know who u are. and whats your place.
Sunday, January 21, 2007,8:59 PM
taken whn my cousin came to s'pore. right after orientation ends. haha. was tired like shit but yeah. who cares right? i got to spend time with them after all..
****
this week's been a whirlwind.
lots of downs, less ups. but the ups kind of made up for the downs.
been having a screwed up life lately. and yes, i'm the one who's screwing it up. not others. did i deserve it? i dunno. but everything's over. so lets move on. and try and change myself.. to be the person i should be.
:(
sorry i made u upset. and vice versa.
communication breakdown?
i think its the sec-school-to-jc transition phase. you meet new friends.. have new activities. joined new ccas. blah blah blah. and we ended up in different classes. just hope tht its a blessing in disguise. really. cos we always end lessons at different times! :( and few breaks in the same time slots..
this and that.
should i just be grateful tht we even end up in the same school and stop grumbling?
i trust you more than him.
:)
really.
***
had og outing yesterday!
total people who came: 17 (inclusive of me)
total time we take to decide where to go: +/- 60mins.
pretty cool. haha. ended up going to je's pizza hut.
talked alot. about staying by yourself, having room mates and all. and about being apart from your parents.
our dear ogl, xinyi, is superly proud of us okay. cos we didnt talk abt who like who, shuai ge-s and pretty girls. HAHA.
hmm. took neoprints. 2 failed attempts okay. the machine broke down.
we were yelling and laughing like crazy lah. and its squeezy. imagine 17 people in a neoprint machine! yeah. xiao. haha.
thn i had to go. arghs.
and i get yakked whn i reach home.
argh.
thanks god she's in a fairly gd mood today.
that's all.
bye.
Sunday, January 14, 2007,4:00 PM
friday.
skipped maths and pc. went see doc. ended up the stupid maths lecturer gave a quiz to check attendance. whatever lah. got 5 different types of medicines. blah. and antibiotics. i didnt think i was that sick. but my throat was already having infection -.- the joy of being sick.
the weather was crap okay. it kept raining and raining and raining. so yeah. freezed under the rain. blah. wasnt such an enjoyable day then. i felt like shit. rlly. dont wanna say what freaking happened. anyway its already over right. embrace the future. yeah, right.
things got better bah. changed. and then.. went back nh for their orientation. it was STILL raining okay. so me and zw decided to cab frm jp. the queue is freaking long and not to mention, thr are jams everywhr. crap. took us like half an hour. yeah. it was pretty cool whn we reached lah. was feeling damn high. haha.. thn saw a lot of familiar faces. haha.. hmm. lots of people went back.
this and that. had cheers and because of the crappy weather, campfire was at the hall. stupid. no ambience. so suay.. hmm. thn yeah. songsinging. no father abraham. arghs. but okay la.. hmm. their mass dance is rather lame? i think. um. haha. the programme's quite alike to jj's. yeah. cos the nh exstudents frm jj went back to help. emcees. so yeah. ummm. was hanging out with itmc juniors. thn they got quite emo.. was so sad. hmm. cos they're graduating and everything this year already. and jasmine will be leaving for england.. liwen leaving for taiwan.. even the guys cried.
hmm. dunno.
went home and got dao-ed by everyone. YAY.
saturday.
went out after waking up quite late. haha. went for lunch and thn to town to collect zw's ipod. with him lah, duh. thn yeah. went out for dinner too. nice nice.
thn it didnt get so nice at home. haiz.
blah. *smacks myself on the head*
sunday.
im at home. wah. was just sleeping and resting.
nothing to do.
thrs maths homework right? O.O
Thursday, January 11, 2007,5:30 PM
hey guys.
been so lazy to blog. ahha. yeah. so its kinda dead right now. whatever.. hmm. was busy too okay? lots of stuffs!
here goes:
orientation camp'07
OG4rocks! haha. seriously. i mean. at first right, its kinda weird cos u dont rlly know everyone tht well. so its abit xian. on the first day and especially on admin day. but it got better! whn u start talking to people. turns out they're rlly fun and everything. we arent quiet ok! super enthu XD
and. our og's made up of alllllll foreigners! every single one. thr are ppl frm vietnam, indo, china and korea! cool right. haha. first time i get to know so many ppl frm different countries. and some are scholars! super smart lah.
cheering was great. except whn u keep doing the same cheer over and over again. boring. haha.
food food, yummy yummy. yes i want yes i want. lets eat!
lol. u wont get it unless you're in og4 :)
mass dance! :) exciting. probably the first time i rlly danced. yeah. too bad i didnt get to dance with zw. right right? yup. different og, different grp. so yeah.. sad. hmm. we did jamelia's superstar, b.e.p's pump it, ricky martin's she bangs, some indian song, and alot others! rlly cool lah. yeah jjnight was high. everyone was jumping arnd like crazy. i guess. dunno. was dehydrated and yeah. not rlly feeling well but whatever!
rlly emotional whn break camp. hmm. yeah. experience's kinda unforgettable i think. yup.
og4 rocks!
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and i didnt go home to sleep after tht okay! went town and stayed over at hotel with my indo relatives. went shopping the whole night and the next day, so. didnt rlly get a lot of rest. ahha. and so.
i lost my voice! hmm. not during camp. like these 2 days.. i sound damn manly! HAH. and raspy voice. sorethroat and everything.
and i kept getting hiccups. super irritating. everytime i hiccuped ppl stares. =x
lectures are DAMN boring.
noone wants to skip with me?
xian. OH YEAH!
LOVE FIESTA @ JJ!
3rd feb
9.30am- 5pm
anyone wanna get tix can contact me straight away. tix are $10 each. u can get food, games and go for uncle ringo's rides! it will be super fun okay! so go!
:D
okay im lazy to blog already. bye!
